sacred moments
Friday, June 22, 2012      1 comments

wow it is so amazing that heidi is here it is ivigorating and motiivating she has been a blessing thanks mayshe be for herself.... Read more
wow free and whole
Tuesday, June 05, 2012      2 comments

today i fell so free and like I'm able to receive the change and success. it is amazing and took a lot of effort and things. Friends that accepted me daughters who support me. tops group accountability and the thoughts of do you know we miss ... Read more
hey reached goal
Monday, June 04, 2012      2 comments

so reached goal have many celebrating with me. wow how nice friends are such a blessing. they have so much. wow i vie shifted yes shift happens. i really want to celebrate go to disney it was my goal to hike maybe ill join a hiking club. one... Read more
wow you've come a long way baby
Friday, February 17, 2012      1 comments

did i write this so much has changed life coaching hypno ministerial duties, still thirty three years of marriage friends that support and hold me up. what a difference from the loneliness to what can i do to fill that. its just a thought bu... Read more
to throw or not to throw
Saturday, December 25, 2010      2 comments

ok so ate some favorite things over christmas told myself its just today, have been baking for three, so keep picking as i go by, the thought came that in the past throwing it out really made me happy. to throw or not to throw not just yet, wha... Read more
just words
Thursday, December 23, 2010      1 comments

wow i have so much to be grateful for, friends coming in 7 days, words and wisdom from a friend when i needed it the most, just in time. laralei sand good morning good morning to sophia, got a beautiful picture from heidi and victoria, jon an... Read more
trying to find my place
Tuesday, December 14, 2010      2 comments

ok so all these realizations give me a good idea why im not good enough, why things aren't enough, why i cant figure the right food and amount, what a gift is knowing half the balttle well im getting to know. the truth will set you free hidin... Read more
really heavy stuff
Tuesday, December 14, 2010      2 comments

I'm feeling hopelessly unable to say what i mean and mean what i say, your issues gambling drinking and smoking and the huge lies are now once again here. the I'm the only one who can , do it right is getting old and has become not a joke but ... Read more
get the vision
Wednesday, October 27, 2010      4 comments

my vision is to hike and owe and speak the truth no matter what , to be surrounded by others who want a higher calling, but support and strengthen those around them. to not get stuck on taking things personally. who can sort, and remove thing... Read more
my world
Wednesday, October 27, 2010      2 comments

ok so here it is the truth. my world has pain and i want to relate to you.' not through phoniness or pain but through truth. not taken personally or as being judged. the truth's I'm going to love you know matter what. if you hurt me i will f... Read more
i i lose the weight will you expect more of me
Wednesday, October 27, 2010      1 comments

so it keeps coming back. i use to think the meaning of the weight gain was not enough not good enough not smart enough not quiet enough not thoughtful enough not valued enough. ok that is being replaced with a new theme my thought is they wil... Read more
Wednesday, October 27, 2010      1 comments

well monday i will take a class I'm nervous and excited i think looking at who i want to be bight help last weekend i want to a self help kick it up a notch thing it gave me insight i felt like a deer in headlights hugging is not my thing, s... Read more
here is to the real moms
Friday, July 23, 2010      0 comments

here is to all the moms who traded their dark mascara and eyeliners for circles, saloon hair cuts for the ponytails. long showers for quick showers. Late nights for early mornings, designer bags for diaper bags, and wouldn't change a thing. t... Read more
a gift from a friend
Friday, July 23, 2010      2 comments

today a friend shared that she would not allow others to speak badly about me. it warmed me filled with the desire to pass this on and want to be surrounded by others who felt that way. It truly is the desire of my heart to have my family try ... Read more
the itty bitty crappy committee that live inside my head
Friday, July 23, 2010      1 comments

so just like the cnn tv commentary, this committee talks a lot it says your not doing enough, the food is so good your not eating enough, the nana is not supportive because it said one thought out loud the you should not have said that is quic... Read more

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