Wednesday, August 10, 2011      1 comments

I am so sad and disappointed with myself for gaining all that hard work to lose in the first place. I am trying once again and I need some help friends. I need to find a way to stick with my low carb & low sodium and activity lifestyle once agai... Read more
today is a CRAZY amazing DAY
Wednesday, January 26, 2011      0 comments

i am 239.6 and i feel so GREAT ABOUT THAATTT!! LETS GET HEALTHY FOR 2011 and the rest of my life!... Read more
Month to Month
Saturday, January 22, 2011      5 comments

12.20.10 1.20.11 I am just amazed on how much I changed!!... Read more
FOODs are my comfort
Thursday, January 13, 2011      2 comments

I have a new comfort and that my healthy foods and to come home to find them EATEN by whoever does not care about there HEALTH it just blows my FREAKING MIND!! I AM BEYOND UPSET. IT makes me want to cry cause all I'm trying to give up is like WT... Read more
just comparing my face size
Wednesday, January 12, 2011      4 comments

taken 10.10. 10 taken 01.11.11 just trying to see if my face is smaller... Read more
Sunday, January 09, 2011      1 comments

RIP to my loves!! i hope yall are resting now! i will always love you!... Read more
Sunday, January 09, 2011      2 comments

lately I've been feeling tired and less motivated but I never stop eating right. I know if i can't exercise I can at least try to eat better foods. I don't know if I'm depress but I know i feel sad sometimes and angry all the time. I don't know ... Read more
In pain...
Tuesday, January 04, 2011      1 comments

I wouldn't have thought i would be woken up to by my mom telling my dog had passed away. I am so angry, upset, sad and guilty that i couldn't do anything to help him. I am so sad and angry at myself that i took him for granted. He was the most ... Read more
Photos of me right now.
Sunday, January 02, 2011      5 comments

this is 2002 . when i lost a lot of weight but not the healthy way. I want to look like this again but in a healthy way. Filipino. 5`1. 250. pre-diabetic. fighting for... Read more
Fighting with myself
Sunday, January 02, 2011      1 comments

I hate the holiday's....The only reason I say this is because of the great food my family cook. Filipino foods is my weakness because i know rice will be there waiting for me to add some on my plate. Its so hard to give up or even portion my pla... Read more
UNknown world for me.
Friday, December 31, 2010      2 comments

Recently I found out that my blood sugar was a higher reading which freaked me out because I never thought I would ever get to this point in my life. I was scared, confused and lost for words but more angry that I done this to myself. That my ca... Read more