Under construction/ emotionally and physically
Thursday, May 22, 2008      4 comments

I have been dealing with a hectic work schedule, but I am finally at peace with the jitters of working again, i feel a lil mor independent. I still here the whispers in my ear, telling me I 'm not as small as I was when i first started, i gaine... Read more
Hating myself right now/ damaged self esteem
Saturday, March 15, 2008      8 comments

I feel emotionally down this week, the pounds being alil stubborn and my boyfriend got a raise which is great, but they call him into work more than usual now, I haven't seen him in almost 4 weeks, it has hurt me more than I thought, for some re... Read more
Someone downed my spirit
Friday, February 22, 2008      16 comments

I tried to put up posts to get ppl to join my group, accentuate those sexy curves, i put posts in teams i joined in hopes of good feedback we were a team that inspires eachother to love ourselves and our curves to feel sexy in our lowest of time... Read more
Monday, February 04, 2008      7 comments

I had my sisters future brother inlaw greet me with a hey fatso and poking me alil, he didn't eman it in a bad way but u know what it hurt like crazy. i sat in the backseat and grieved on the inside i almost felt like getting even more depressed... Read more
My most depressing month
Tuesday, January 29, 2008      5 comments

It's a new month and for some reason my feelings of lonliness is getting worse this year even though I'm in a happy relationship. I don't know what it is that is making me feel down, I had two good friends but one just stopped talking to me, I t... Read more
I need help
Thursday, January 03, 2008      2 comments

I 've been i verbally abusive relationship, which helped pushed me into a depression state, and after i broke up with him i just ate sort of in a daze u know, he made me feel so bad about my weight, Does any of u women know how it feels to have ... Read more