getting stronger
Tuesday, January 08, 2013      3 comments

this is a short one. I feel like i am getitng stronger. I haven't lost any more weight but even when i give up? its not for long. Before when i would give up, it would be for MONTHS..now its for days or a couple of weeks. I feel like my mind is ... Read more
I have been fat ever since I was skinny!
Thursday, September 13, 2012      7 comments

So, here I am. I know what I want to say but I don't know if its ok to say it..or if anyone will even care. I hate that I am fat.. i hate that i look in the mirror and see stretch marks, and cellulite and a big fat ugly stomach. I get so an... Read more
Getting back on that horse..
Friday, May 04, 2007      0 comments

So, I have been in my own place since December 2nd and haven't done much about losting weight. A few weeks ago I started to walk my daughter to and from school which is 4 miles a day. I was feeling great and then we got over a week of rain and I... Read more
I really HATE myself sometimes
Wednesday, November 22, 2006      2 comments

Well, I have been doing really bad. I haven't worked out even on days I SWORE I would. I haven't watched my food and I haven't watched my boards to at least just keep up with everyone. I can say all I want that it's everyone else fault but it'... Read more
Thats it, I quit for now
Friday, November 10, 2006      0 comments

So, I wont be doing just what I need for the next 3 weeks. I have had it with living here and trying to be healthy. First my treadmill key goes missing because people can't help but screw with it.. it was found u nder the treadmill so that ... Read more
my bra fits better lol
Friday, November 03, 2006      1 comments

Sounds like a silly thing to get excited about but a bra I have that's always fit on the last set only now fits on the first set...it's got 3 sets on it! I am doing great with exercise but not food. I mean, I am doing ok with it but this Ha... Read more
Thursday, November 02, 2006      0 comments

I really feel like I suck at this. I was doing so great and I still am. I mean, I am eating better than I have in YEARS and I am working out at least 4 days a week if not more. I just feel like I miss being lazy..does that make sense? I t... Read more
doing pretty good but feeling discouraged
Tuesday, October 31, 2006      0 comments

I have been doing great with the working out. I also have done very well with food. I am having a hard tie with balancing cals though. I try to have a big breakfast so I'm not so hungry at lunch. I think I am eating well then I see my sodiu... Read more
one step back, 2 steps forward
Saturday, October 21, 2006      0 comments

I know that's backward but it's true. I may stumble and fall but I get back up. Today I passed my cals by a lot but I did a personal best on fitness. 205 CALS!!!! I burned 205 cals on the treadmill and stayed on for 40 minutes.... Read more
It's tempting to give up
Friday, October 20, 2006      0 comments

SO, I have been doing amazing and have even lost weight. I have been as high as 35 minutes on the mill but some how I want to give up. I don't feel defeated, I just feel like being lazy and not getting on the treadmill. I am still doing ok... Read more
Not so bad I guess
Friday, October 13, 2006      0 comments

Well its day 6 and I have had some great and not so great days. I am so mad at myself for the big slip up today but I think I learned that I can't handle simple carbs. I was doing great until then. I really will remember this next time. I h... Read more
Here we go again
Sunday, October 08, 2006      0 comments

Here I am starting on this journey again. I wish I had the energy to do this stuff. I always say I am going to get on the treamill but I never do. I also say I am going to avoid some foods but still I don't. I always start out with good intentio... Read more