LAURIE1076's Blogs

YIKES! Where have I been??
Saturday, March 02, 2013      1 comments

Gosh I am not realizing how long it has been since I have been to SPARKS! Shame on me! Life has been crazy busy and spending too much time on face book and Pinterest I guess. Ha! Lost the 60 and gained 10 of it back so I am back at the gym and o... Read more
Here I am again...
Wednesday, December 29, 2010      6 comments

Well here I am again. Starting at the top. The top of my weight that is. I have managed to eat myself into oblivion and gain all the weight back I had lost. Now here I sit in my "fatty mcfat" clothes as I call them and hate myself for this self ... Read more
The Hits Just Keep on Comin'...
Friday, July 09, 2010      11 comments

Our son called. He is serving in the US Marine Corp, stationed in New York. He has a lovely wife and 2 small children. Aaron is our only son. He has been having some problems in his head with flashes of light then a severe headache, any time h... Read more
Sinking again
Wednesday, July 07, 2010      5 comments

I guess I put up that picture of Humpty Dumpty because thats how I feel lately. I have flashes of feeling good about my life and I can see some good things but I dont feel like I am moving anywhere. Like I am not going forward. THis recession ... Read more
Ups and Down and Hoping.
Friday, June 04, 2010      4 comments

So much going on in life I am overwhelmed and afraid of way too much. I dont know how people are so good to face life straight on and deal with whatever comes, and keep going. I just want to stop and get off this wild ride called life some day... Read more
Feeling on the Edge Today
Saturday, April 24, 2010      7 comments

Ugh! I am just having one of those days that I wish I could pull the feelings out of me and put it into this blog and just be OK. I never aim for feeling great as that is just not in my world, nor has it been for quite some time. I am grateful... Read more
Life's Control?
Monday, March 22, 2010      7 comments

I have no control over my life. I cannot control the economy or that Kevin lost a good job in the construction field and has to earn half as much as before. I cannot control the fact that I have to work now and I come home each day feeling beat ... Read more
Life keeps going on....
Tuesday, March 02, 2010      5 comments

I know that life is the same, basically for everyone. I certainly am not special. I do not feel I should have more or less than anyone else. I do not feel like I get to live in a bubble with no problems or trials. I am just looking for a break... Read more
Thank you...
Friday, February 19, 2010      4 comments

Thank you means so much that you would share with me. I do know that I have so much good in my life. Tomorrow we take my car to CARMAX in hopes they will at least give us what we owe on it. If not I suppose we will take it back to... Read more
Life sucks.
Thursday, February 18, 2010      9 comments

I have not blogged in several months and it is time to let go of some of this pain inside me. I am feeling the weight of the world on my shoulders and the fear inside me is overwhelming. This economy is touching the lives of most people but fo... Read more
Back To Texas
Saturday, July 04, 2009      4 comments

I have just spent some time reading my past blogs. It is overwhelming how many SP answered and responded to my cries for help last summer. You will never know the place I was truly in. I was in such a bad place I was doing things that were no wh... Read more
Trying to deal with tough things...
Sunday, June 07, 2009      4 comments

I am in a place that is starting to be a bit familiar with the depression trying so hard to creep back into my life. I am still trying to deal with the loss of my mother over 6 months ago and although I feel like I have come to a better place ... Read more
Mom's Scattering This Weekend
Thursday, April 02, 2009      5 comments

Having a bit of a rough afternoon . Mom's ashes are supposed to be scattered this weekend, and I am feeling these emotions and I don't know what to do with them. I have tried to call her husband to see what day and time so I will at least know... Read more
A Way to Say Good Bye
Thursday, March 26, 2009      6 comments

So my daughters and I came up with a nice tribute to my mom. When we all lived in Utah mom and I would drive my kids up into the canyons and play in the stream and follow the little path's. Mom would always help each of the 4 kids find a nice "w... Read more
Mom's Farewell
Tuesday, March 10, 2009      12 comments

I seem to not get too far forward with my mom's death. Once I do I take a few steps back. I felt prompted to call mom's husband, Dave yesterday. I fought off the promptings until later afternoon and called him. We actually had a decent chat.... Read more

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