Here goes something
Sunday, August 18, 2013      2 comments

Morning, I am just going to start somewhere and maybe, just maybe I'll get to where I need to be. I spent so many years wanting to grow up and be an adult. Frustrated my grandma on numerous occasions. I can still here her voice tellin... Read more
Wednesday, August 07, 2013      3 comments

Wanted to write a blog. Got here and not sure what to say. emoticon... Read more
Tuesday, June 11, 2013      3 comments

I am apparently more attached to my kids being little than I thought. Just this past year my oldest turned 20. My second born turned 18. My third turned 14 and is in summer school to do a retest on the CRCT to go to 9th grade. My youngest just t... Read more
Trying something new
Tuesday, April 02, 2013      4 comments

I usually don't like new things. I decided that with the healthy living changes that I needed to try new things. Now, eating is something I love to do. Looking at some of the healthier recipes include fish. There was only two times in my li... Read more
Appointment update 2
Monday, March 25, 2013      2 comments

I went to another two doctors this morning. At least their scales showed a loss. Things were a bit odd today with both of them and I just can't pinpoint it. Maybe they are just having an off day. In any case, the first appointment I was tol... Read more
Update from Appointments
Friday, March 22, 2013      5 comments

My appointments this week were ok. I don't like their scales. My weight was higher at both offices. The appointment on Monday was for a physical. Found out I have a bacterial infection. I was prescibed medicine for it. Then I was informed ... Read more
Weight difference
Sunday, March 10, 2013      6 comments

I am doing a monthly weigh in with my doctor. I use their scale as the record of my weight. I decided to do this for three reasons: 1) To use only one scale so as not to be discouraged and 2) Their numbers is what goes into my chart a... Read more
Suprised by my Second Fitness Tool
Saturday, February 16, 2013      6 comments

My first tool works wonderfully. I figured out why I am so tired during the day...I am not sleeping well at night. The first night was less than 6 hours, the next was 3 and last night was almost 7. Last nights measurement included me sleeping in... Read more
Delayed Battle
Friday, February 15, 2013      8 comments

How was everyone's Valentines Day? Hopefully very well. Mine could use a retake and different participants. Woke up and everything was fine. My husband's friend came ... Read more
One of my new tools
Wednesday, February 13, 2013      5 comments

I just received my BodyMedia Link.. it is charged and all set up. I am doing a trial run by just doing what I usually do to get a base number. Tomorrow starts the actual accountability for exercise. Just going to jump in and see where it l... Read more
Thursday, February 07, 2013      4 comments

Yesterday, I got up and decided I wanted to see my mom. So, I got the kids ready and we made the 1 1/2 hour trip to see her. When we arrived, she met us at the door. It saddedned me to see her though. She was a mess. I'm not going to desc... Read more
Reality Check
Sunday, January 27, 2013      5 comments

I am ashamed of my weight and how it affects my family and my selfesteem. Where do I start? I feel lost and confused as to what to do next. Baby steps to start but I want to run and take off. Have a quick fix even though I know it will tak... Read more
My Lighthouse
Thursday, November 15, 2012      2 comments

My Best Friend We may not have talked every day but often we did The conversations never lasted shorter than a NCIS show She was there when abandoned I was, left without much of a home She was with me through struggle and strife... Read more
My Foundation
Thursday, November 15, 2012      1 comments

The Rock I Built Upon She was the foundation of all that she wished I would be I spent a lot of time fighting what I knew was right by her to make decisions on my own Realizing that all the while, she knew where I would be Instr... Read more
Sunday, June 03, 2012      3 comments

For the last few days I have felt extremely drained. I haven't tracked any of my food. I have however, still managed to drink alot of water. I have a container that holds 18 cups and I have to fill it up at least twice a day...once in the aftern... Read more

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