Wednesday, August 12, 2009      2 comments

200.5 The scales don't lie. The scales tell the story of depression. The scales tell the story of self-worth that has taken a recent beating. The scales tell how I slowly allowed my circumstances to pull me away from my goals. The s... Read more
How Will I Change?
Tuesday, January 27, 2009      1 comments

How will I change when I lose weight? I'm not sure if I'm ready for that sort of life change. What will people say? How will guys view me? Will the ones who ignored me when I was less-than-thin pay attention to me now? I don't want those ki... Read more
Friday, October 24, 2008      0 comments

Okay... here goes. Back to basics... kind of. SP Step 3 was only supposed to be 10 weeks or so. After *mumblemumble* number of weeks, I finally said, "FINE! I'll switch to Step 4!" MISTAKE! Once I got there, I realized it was for p... Read more
Wait! WHY Am I Doing This?!
Wednesday, July 09, 2008      0 comments

Action Step: write about a single "trouble goal" *sigh* My thoughts wandered and tried to wrap around the instructions in the lifestyle change strategy. What HAS caused me trouble in my weight loss strategies through the years? P... Read more
In N Out Burger Weakness
Wednesday, April 02, 2008      1 comments

Today's lunch was interesting. I usually go home for lunch, but today I didn't pack lunch, and I had to run some time-sensitive errands. I was really close to an In N Out Burger and almost turned in, but knew that my resolve wasn't strong en... Read more