fat, Fat, FAT
Saturday, January 15, 2011      2 comments

I am so, so sick of being fat. I get zero pleasure from going shopping for clothes and having to buy sizes two or three times larger than what I *thought* I should be. I hate seeing myself photographed. I hate knowing that friends who weigh t... Read more
I'm finally feeling a shift
Friday, June 19, 2009      0 comments

After seeing the awful numbers on the scale looking back at me (the highest was actually 153, but I was too discouraged to note it here), I started looking for exercise I could do- and more importantly, WOULD do. I'd been weight training but it... Read more
I don't understand
Monday, April 06, 2009      0 comments

Even though this is my first update since February of 08, for the most part I've stuck with my low calorie diet. I eat a lot of fresh fruits and vegetables, have cut out high fructose corn syrup, reduced my soda intake to an average of one can ... Read more
5 pounds down, 15 to go!
Friday, February 22, 2008      2 comments

I didn't expect a positive weigh-in this morning because honestly, I haven't been exercising. Our TV needs service *again* (sends virtual bitching to Sony) so I can't do the Denise Austin or any of my fitness DVDs. I've been trying to get my h... Read more
the impossible is happening
Wednesday, February 13, 2008      5 comments

I've had a bag of Reeses Miniature Peanut Butter Cups in my cupboard for three weeks now. It's right behind the coffee cups so I see it ever morning when I make my tea. In three weeks, I've eaten five. Five. Just last month, that bag wou... Read more
exercise part 2
Thursday, February 07, 2008      0 comments

I'm supposed to exercise again today. Problem is, I feel like I've been hit by a truck. There's no part of my body that doesn't ache. I can barely walk, so there's no way the cardio is going to happen today. If the sidewalks aren't still cov... Read more
Tuesday, February 05, 2008      1 comments

I did 30 minutes of my exercise dvd today- I felt really stupid wimping out of the last ten minutes, but I'm shaking and can barely type even after resting ten minutes, so I didn't want to push myself too far. The dvd I am using, The Firm's... Read more
a sort of success
Tuesday, February 05, 2008      2 comments

Well, one thing I had hoped to achieve by using SparkPeople was to start eating healthier and stop guzzling soda. I've accomplished that much. I eat about 90% wholesome foods to the occasional 10% "treat"- chocolate still remains a craving. I... Read more
back on the wagon
Wednesday, July 25, 2007      0 comments

This is the second diet I've ever been on. Before I got pregnant, I weighed 100lbs exactly. I also smoked. Of course, I quit, and found myself eating anything and everything to curb the cravings- and because I was pregnant and starving! I ga... Read more