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Goodbye Scale (aka ED)!
Wednesday, March 21, 2012      2 comments

I finally went and saw my doctor for issues with my constant battle with ED. Even when I said he was gone, I knew in my heart he wasn’t actually gone. Sure maybe I went a month without purging but he was still there; he was there on the days I... Read more
Today is a new day and hopefully a new me...a happy me!
Friday, February 03, 2012      2 comments

What you need to know about the past is that no matter what has happened, it has all worked together to bring you to this very moment. And this is the moment you can choose to make everything new. Today I am making everything new when it comes ... Read more
Some Progress but nothing like expected.
Thursday, September 29, 2011      0 comments

I guess I might be the hardest woman to please emoticon. I haven't had much luck on my weightless goal of 20 lbs... Read more
Thursday, September 15, 2011      1 comments

Not sure what I am feeling right now; frustrated? I am 3 weeks into my weight loss program and just feel lost. My weight came off so easily before and now it just doesn’t want to budge. I have 5 weeks left and still have 15 lbs to lose. Not ... Read more
The Marriage Weight Gain:(
Tuesday, August 23, 2011      2 comments

I am not even sure where to start with my emotions. I am starting to think that if I am happy then that means I am going to be heavy. I’ve been married now for 7 months and have been so happy yet I’ve also gained 20lbs. I am not even sure how... Read more
Happy with my progress
Wednesday, October 13, 2010      1 comments

I am officially 3 weeks into my fall diet plan and am very happy with the progress I am making. My original goal was to go from 140/142 back down to 130/132 range. Well I started to get frustrated after 1 week when I saw the scale going the wr... Read more
Frustrated and confused over my weight
Tuesday, September 28, 2010      3 comments

I just don’t get what is happening to me and my body. I lost a bunch of weight 4 years ago, managed to keep it off, and maintained around the same weight during those 4 years and now I can’t stop the weight from returning. I am so confused and... Read more
Fall Changes
Tuesday, September 21, 2010      0 comments

Well I figured that with fall around the corner and that bringing changes itself that I myself would make some changes – healthy and hopefully life changing! Like everyone I want to lose some spring/summer gained weight (about 10lbs) that ... Read more
I hear him again…………….
Tuesday, August 10, 2010      3 comments

I was so excited for planning my wedding to my knight in shinning armor and now I just wish it was done…WHY, because ED has returned. I hear him so much now that we are experiencing some minor changes in our wedding plans. I can see now that i... Read more
OMG The Wedding Countdown begins....
Monday, July 19, 2010      2 comments

Wow have things changed in the last couple of days in regards to our wedding! I am actually shocked in some ways that I am not more excited, but then again I don’t like making improtant life changing decision; especially ones that need immediat... Read more
Summer Sabbatical
Wednesday, June 02, 2010      2 comments

Well I think I have finally found the happiness I have been searching for since my divorce 3 ½ years ago. I am going to my therapist today for what I hope will be the last time unless I feel the need arises again in regards to either my Eating ... Read more
The Best Mother's Day Ever - A Proposal!
Tuesday, May 11, 2010      7 comments

The proposal story: We had just put the kids to bed & were enjoying a nice quite campfire after a day of hard work putting in docks, lifts, raking & mowing at the cabin! Brad left to go inside (he said to hit the bathroom) and of course, I was b... Read more
28-Day Spark Diet
Monday, April 26, 2010      4 comments

Today I WILL start the Spark 28-day Diet! So I pre-ordered the Spark Book and then I received it and yet it sits in my nightstand drawer collecting dust as I pack on the pounds. For those of us struggling with an eating disorder this just see... Read more
Cure for a problem or just another destructive behavior?
Tuesday, March 30, 2010      9 comments

So this past weekend, we had a small family get together at a hotel up in Duluth. As with all get togethers there was snacking and drinking by the pool and I may have over indulged WAY TO MUCH! I logged everything I ate and drank and was sadde... Read more
Did I find the truth to my unhappiness?
Friday, March 19, 2010      2 comments

So my New Years Resolution is to find Happiness again, but that doesn’t seem to be happening as I planned for 2010. The other day a close guy friend and I were talking (he knows my battle with ED) and I was telling him how I just want to be hap... Read more

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