KIYOSHI04
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listening to my body....
Tuesday, July 12, 2011      10 comments

not much going on today. didnt meet all of the goals i had set for myself today but thats okay. did the bosu ball, tracked all my food, etc. did not stay under 2000 ... Read more
having a hard time.
Monday, July 11, 2011      12 comments

saturday was an off day. went to a very strange graduation party... i had anticipated on being back here by 4pm or so but the party, that was supposed to have began at noon... Read more
a backward compliment...
Friday, July 08, 2011      12 comments

went to a work reunion tonite. that would be my first job and the store unfortunately went out of bu... Read more
just the day... some day this will be easy again.
Thursday, July 07, 2011      10 comments

not much going on today. got in some quality time with duncan--read: annoying him by being in his face with the camera and crying on him. yeah, im definitely not looki... Read more
one step forward, four steps back.
Wednesday, July 06, 2011      4 comments

so... got up this morning which wasnt pleasant. i had woken in the middle of the night crying. not as in, i got up and was crying while laying there. as in, woken out of ... Read more
there will be better days.
Tuesday, July 05, 2011      14 comments

unfortunately, today wasnt one of the good days. my sister and nephews came over to say their goodbyes to duncan. bird came in just sobbing. duncan met him at the door an... Read more
here.
Monday, July 04, 2011      7 comments

im here. just been busy. saturday was the horrible, terrible vet appointment. which, you know, led to a horrible conversation about what needs to be done and what w... Read more
dont know what to say.
Saturday, July 02, 2011      27 comments

duncan has cancer. we are putting him down the 6th of august if he lasts that long. very advanced. his bone is about to break. my poor little doggie. ... Read more
knots and lumps....and skinny cow candy bars.
Friday, July 01, 2011      8 comments

not a terrible day. not the best choices foodwise but better than in the past. i weighed in at 155 which torked me off since i didnt have more than half of my anticipa... Read more
130 pounds in photos.
Thursday, June 30, 2011      20 comments

not much going on today. got a lot more packed up and whatnot. i didnt do everything i set out to do--didnt walk with leslie today and didnt do the thighmaster. but its okay. the boyfriend came home today from his business trip so it was... Read more
the day: crying, hockey sticks and netflix.
Wednesday, June 29, 2011      5 comments

not a bad day today! this is seeming almost effortless this week. how quickly things change, for sure. walked today. biked. did 20 minutes walking with leslie, thighmaster... Read more
some days are harder than others...
Tuesday, June 28, 2011      4 comments

today was a better day emotionally. thank goodness. i packed up a ton of the boyfriend's books and even did it so i got in more of a workout. i took the books off the ... Read more
not sure what to hope for.
Monday, June 27, 2011      8 comments

well, i called the vet today. and ended up crying. felt like an idiot. i had tried to steel myself but it didnt work. we have an appointment for saturday to find out for su... Read more
making a plan of attack, vows, and being sad.
Sunday, June 26, 2011      5 comments

did i wake up magically cheerful after last evening? no. if anything, i woke up more hurt. ive tried to put it into words but it sounds petty, i guess. ill just su... Read more
ive lost almost 130 pounds. and im just realizing that i can do this?
Saturday, June 25, 2011      5 comments

i should just stop having get togethers here. they always make me incredibly, incredibly sad for various reasons. today was no exception and as usual, nothing worked out... Read more

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