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giving up vs. maintaining.
Monday, May 02, 2011      13 comments

so after a just terrible weekend, i woke up today with a clearer, i guess, head. it is going to be a trying time for me. i dont do well with disruption in routine. i dont d... Read more
the days.
Sunday, May 01, 2011      15 comments

i am still here. today was a better day than i have been having. i am.....going through something incredibly painful right now that has thrown my life into a tailspin. i cannot go into the details tonite but possibly tomorrow evening. ... Read more
the day. and not a good one.
Thursday, April 28, 2011      14 comments

i ...... i did not have a good day today. its been coming for awhile. i am usually able to fight it but ....not this time. it began last evening when the boyfriend ca... Read more
stop the insanity.
Wednesday, April 27, 2011      8 comments

today was the first day since last monday that i have woke up and felt somewhat human. i got up, grabbed my socks and sneaks and began walking. ive been worried. thats... Read more
ronald mcdonald.
Tuesday, April 26, 2011      15 comments

not much to say. still incredibly incredibly sick. still eating high. as in, ending under 3000 calories today but just barely. it is ....i cant help it. im not bored. i ... Read more
easter choices....
Monday, April 25, 2011      8 comments

wow. what a night it was last night. i was so sick. i was dreaming that i was coughing and woke up coughing. dreaming that i was a cartoon character and to win the game, i ha... Read more
well, you get what you put in.
Sunday, April 24, 2011      11 comments

and what i put in today was about 4000 calories. and what i am going to get is about a 6lb gain tomorrow on the scale. what did i eat? it is one of the rare times wh... Read more
the day before easter.
Saturday, April 23, 2011      6 comments

hm. i woke up at seven cos i couldnt sleep. came out here and just sat on the couch. didnt move till 10.30 and that was only cos i had to. the boyfriend left for bus... Read more
eating while sick.
Friday, April 22, 2011      7 comments

been a long time since ive .....done this. just eaten, damn the calories. i am sick. my body is telling me i am hungry and for once, i am listening. this was not an eati... Read more
sick. motivation.
Thursday, April 21, 2011      10 comments

today began okay. i was feeling....not so great, but okay. i mean, i walked for 1.5 hours and did the bike for 15 minutes. i then got a shower and was scrubbing it when i... Read more
Wednesday, April 20, 2011      10 comments

days i have consecutively logged in and spun the spark wheel: 135 days i have been active on spark: 1042 days in a row i have worked out: 110, including today pounds lo... Read more
what i do and why people dont want to hear it.
Sunday, April 17, 2011      15 comments

so i mentioned going last night to the boyfriend's grandma's house for his birthday cake{s} and ice cream. what i forgot to mention was that....there was a lot of ...talkin... Read more
birthday party with two cakes...
Saturday, April 16, 2011      7 comments

so today was not a good day. i walked three hours, that was it. i didnt binge due to stress so that was good. i am ending at just shy of 1700 calories. waaaaay highe... Read more
i will show that scale! i will binge! take that, scale!
Friday, April 15, 2011      5 comments

oh man was i FURIOUS last night. so i weigh in at night and last night i weighed in at 161.8!!!!! i was FUMING. i cursed--loud. numerous times. i generally dont ever make a... Read more
good decisions? bad decisions? they are mine to make.
Thursday, April 14, 2011      10 comments

i KNOW this is why people say not to weigh in every day. but i am getting so torked off at the scale. saturday i weighed in at 155. today i am 158. yesterday i was 158. a... Read more

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