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Everyday its something Hits me all so cold Find me sittin by myself No excuses, then I know
Sunday, January 04, 2009      10 comments

ive thought ive wasted this week.. turns out i havent. ive been lounging with the boyfriend, and that is precious time to me, as important as the time i spend with myself. ... Read more
what is fatness? genetics? nature? nurture?
Saturday, January 03, 2009      7 comments

went to boe's birthday party today. it began with me getting stuck in the driveway at eight am (party was at nine at mcdonalds) and me without a gift. i finally got unstuck... Read more
bark at the moon..
Friday, January 02, 2009      4 comments

just finished breaking dawn in the twilight series. kinda disappointed, actually. oh well. another ...not so hot day here. another long day of fighting with myself abo... Read more
and the new year begins....
Thursday, January 01, 2009      5 comments

went to new years party last evening at r.'s sister's house. um. i dont know. im glad ive lost weight though. didnt feel as self conscious, and i actually spent the better... Read more
all that she intends, and all she keeps inside...
Wednesday, December 31, 2008      6 comments

r. went to his grandma's today (still isnt back, weird) and the weather was too bad on my mom's end to take her shopping, so ive spent the day alone. i did manage to get i... Read more
hiding from spark...
Tuesday, December 30, 2008      8 comments

christmas was nice... the holiday doesnt always bring out the best in people, and that certainly can be said for the way things went in my world. i did get all of the clean... Read more
wanting to cry over clothes..
Tuesday, December 23, 2008      12 comments

i went to fashion bug today to get some new jeans. *ahem* size 20s. size 20s that are loose. size 20s that my mom put her hands in the back of them and said, "you ... Read more
oh i hate going out in the storm..
Tuesday, December 23, 2008      6 comments

syracuse is especially freaking sucky right now. i want to vomit thinking about snow. we have so much snow that my dogs have to do this run jump plow through the backyard. ... Read more
crashing and burning..
Monday, December 22, 2008      7 comments

oh man. i dont know. r.'s family is coming here for christmas eve while i am at my parents. which means im trying to clean everything. which means there is limited time for... Read more
Join the triumph of the skies...
Saturday, December 20, 2008      5 comments

the good the bad and the ugly: *the good: i did stop and get a salad. i did eat said salad with no cheese or croutons. i did eat entire said salad. *i exercised for ... Read more
i need strength today.
Saturday, December 20, 2008      5 comments

today is it. the birthday party and the tree decorating party. i talked to my mom last night and we discussed taking one of the nephews shopping today to pick out some ... Read more
Oh, the redhead said you shred the cello And I'm jello, baby
Friday, December 19, 2008      6 comments

is a strange day. got up two hours later than i was supposed to. but its the first time ive had eight hours sleep since.... i dont know. got some cardio in before i took w... Read more
and there's this burning, like there's always been...
Thursday, December 18, 2008      7 comments

i got up this am due to duncan not letting me sleep (half wanted to thank him, half wanted to kill him) and got in 35 minutes worth of exercise before leaving the house. g... Read more
what time are we upon and where do i belong?
Wednesday, December 17, 2008      5 comments

had a pretty successful day today. r. didnt get home until 8 am. i got up at six after wrapping gifts until one last night, and got in my needed 45 minutes missing from ye... Read more
disappointed in myself but also kinda proud..
Tuesday, December 16, 2008      5 comments

i got home and did 45 minutes worth of exercise this evening. which isnt bad, considering i got home at 5 pm. i was on my way to do the treadmill but something ridiculous hap... Read more

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