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New Week
Sunday, May 17, 2009      0 comments

I've still been struggling all week trying to get myself to eat better. My weight loss has been slowing down a -lot- and I feel like I'm failing. Today though I made better decisions I think. I didn't eat out. I stayed away from sweets. There wa... Read more
I've come so far!
Friday, May 15, 2009      4 comments

I found this old picture I took of me at my heaviest weight around 296 pounds and compared of a picture I took of myself today at 212.5. It is amazing how far I've come. I ... Read more
Still Struggling
Thursday, May 14, 2009      2 comments

I'm not doing well on my calories this week. I didn't even track everything I had yesterday because I got so out of control and I know why. I didn't take the time to have a satisfying breakfast. I ran out of the house only eating a banana and b... Read more
Good News!
Thursday, May 07, 2009      5 comments

I really hate rewriting entries because of computer failure. Usually I just say forget it and I end up not putting up an entry but I am feeling so good I am rewriting it! I GOT A JOB! It feels so good to be able to pick one up so soon after... Read more
Dreaming About Being Below 200
Wednesday, May 06, 2009      3 comments

I've lost about 81 pounds and to think I am a mere 15 pounds away from being below 200 pounds for the first time in perhaps seven years. It is amazing to know I came so far, but also discouraging because I have a long time before I am satisfied ... Read more
Job Interview
Monday, May 04, 2009      1 comments

Going to keep this short! I had a job interview today and it went really well. I have another appointment to set up giving them my information and signing more paperwork on Thursday. I am feeling better. Good. I feel like I have been blessed. I... Read more
Huff Puff!
Sunday, May 03, 2009      2 comments

Still struggling with my diet. All this week I have been having trouble saying "no". When I know I shouldn't have what I am eating. I am having the most difficult time I have had since I began this journey. There are of course external factors... Read more
Friday, May 01, 2009      3 comments

With my unemployment situations I have already allowed myself to lose focus on my goals. This week has been full of stress and tears. This morning I decided that no matter what I am going through I am not going to use it as an excuse to treat my... Read more
I need help
Thursday, April 30, 2009      1 comments

There are thoughts I just can't get out of my head and I need to settle down and relax. When I close my eyes I see things I don't want to see and I cry. I keep going over the same events. I'm all worried over things that haven't happened and I'm... Read more
Thursday, April 30, 2009      2 comments

I've no idea what to put for the title of this entry. I lossed my job today. So if anyone wants to hire a registered nurse let me know. Even in the health industry jobs are tight. Not sure what I will do if I lose the house.... Read more
Time to take a seat
Tuesday, April 28, 2009      4 comments

I had a really horrible night at work there are no words to explain what happened. Just know I am grieving. I may not make a post for awhile but I will be trying to keep up with my other goals.... Read more
Monday, April 27, 2009      1 comments

I didn't think I would do well this week because I increased my calorie intake, but it turns out that I lost a little over 2 pounds! I wonder if it is because I was eating too few calories before and not meeting my nutritional goal thereby slowi... Read more
Update - Not so bad.
Monday, April 20, 2009      2 comments

Well my weigh in day was today and after the vacation I actually lost 0.7 pounds. The worry wasn't all in my head, I did go a little overboard than what I have been trying to do, but maybe my saving grace was that I kept portion sizes to a min... Read more
Crawling back
Sunday, April 19, 2009      1 comments

Too often this month it has been confession time. I need to do better I am sliding back into my old habits and I am starting to feel helpless. Today, right now is the time to step back up. I went on vacation a few days ago and I went wild ... Read more
Friday, April 10, 2009      5 comments

For personal reasons not having do do with weight loss, I decided to fast from sundown last night to sundown today. I've got a few more hours to go before I will have something to eat. There were many temptations that were really hard to ignore... Read more

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