Saturday, March 12, 2011      10 comments

scale today says........199.8!!!!! i am an official resident (i hope!) in onederland! i dont care that it is only by .2 ounces...they are the best ounces i have EVER lost!!!! i didn't expect to reach this goal this week. my eating wasn't the bes... Read more
Saturday, March 05, 2011      4 comments

so after 2 weeks of losing nada, i weighed myself today and.....200 pounds. a pound lost is better than a pound gained, i suppose, but i am so sick of being in the 200s! i am getting slightly frustrated with my recent lack of weight loss. ive tr... Read more
still here in 200 ville
Monday, February 21, 2011      3 comments

...but im not gonna beat myself up about it. ive already beat myself up over so many things this week, that im not gonna do it to myself for this too. ive had a really hard week emotionally. im just in this slump i cant seem to get out of. BUT t... Read more
pondering onederland....
Monday, February 14, 2011      4 comments

so if i do good this week....i could be in onederland next week! i cant believe. i havent been under 200 pounds in YEARS...like sophomore year of high school. im trying to make sense of it all. in some ways i feel so much better. its a little ea... Read more
When Did It Become the Holiday Season?
Monday, November 15, 2010      1 comments

so my favorite of all favorite sparkteams, Hold the Stuffing, started our holiday challenge this week. is it really that time already?!?!?!?! i cant believe that already thanksgiving is next week!!! WHAT??? i love the holidays, ALOT actually, bu... Read more
This Week....
Monday, November 08, 2010      0 comments

so i finally got up the courage to join team leaving 210 ville today woo hoo! i lost a little over a pound this week. still not great, but a loss all the same ! i didnt have a super fantastic week exercise wise and DEFINITELY not food wise. and ... Read more
210 ville and other fun things
Tuesday, November 02, 2010      1 comments

soooooo....im finally in the 210s yay me! i weighed in at 218.8 on sunday, but i put 219 because i barely over the weekend (i know awful it was not intentional...i didnt feel so well) and didnt think 218 was really the number i was at. woo hoo! ... Read more
Monday, October 25, 2010      6 comments

Not a happy blog. But a short one at least. I just keep wondering when he wont be the first thing i think of when i put my head on my pillow at night. I wonder when i will stop wondering if hes met someone new or if they have met my son. I wonde... Read more
Another Day, Another Dollar
Sunday, October 24, 2010      3 comments

hahaha i dont know why i called this blog, but okay on with it! i am officially 220 pounds as of today!!!! another 3 pounds down! im pretty excited about that. my weight hasnt been below 224 in quite some time. i have lost 16 pounds in just a fe... Read more
Yay! Almost in the 210s!!!!!
Sunday, October 17, 2010      6 comments

Im very excited about my weight loss this week. Surprisingly (to me anyway), i actually started eating MORE this week. The past few weeks ive been so fearful of eating too much that i have, on many days, stayed below 1,000 calories. it was not e... Read more
Starting Fresh
Friday, October 08, 2010      2 comments

The month of september was not exactly the greatest time of my life. my boyfriend of 5 years, whom i was supposed to marry and have another child with in the next year, decided her ha changed his mind. so i took our son and moved to another stat... Read more