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15 Days Since I Stopped Hiding
Thursday, August 27, 2015      7 comments

I haven't written in a while because I've been extremely busy with my classes lately. Five classes is quite a bit for someone who already works full-time, so there are days you won't know I exist. I promise I will definitely keep in mind to pop ... Read more
F;ght
Wednesday, August 12, 2015      6 comments

I wanted to take another moment and thank everyone who has been supporting me ever since I opened up about my depression on Sparkpeople; I really don't know where I'd be without you guys. (I also promise that I will reply to all of your encourag... Read more
A Fight that Will Always Return
Tuesday, August 11, 2015      5 comments

I meant to write a new blog on Wednesday of last week. And then “meaning to” turned into Thursday, and then Friday. Now it’s Tuesday, and I’m finally buckling down to achieve something I dread: blogging. Why do I hate it so much, you ask? Becaus... Read more
How Depression Changed Me.
Monday, July 13, 2015      5 comments

The blog I wrote earlier mentioned the plans for this blog... to introduce the Jaime I was before depression to emphasize how the disease changes and affects us. Well here is how depression changed me. BEFORE DEPRESSION: I LOVED MY FRI... Read more
Can I Have a Blog Re-Do?
Monday, July 13, 2015      3 comments

I have to admit that the day of my last blog entry (and the day after) were not good days. I was so unbelievably tired, and I think one of my biggest mistakes was automatically assuming that depression brought back severe exhaustion. I think my ... Read more
Bummer.
Monday, July 06, 2015      2 comments

I first want to start off by apologizing to those I haven't responded back to in a while. You guys are my truest friends, and although it takes strength sometimes to even log on, I don't want to lose anyone over my depression. After reading a Sp... Read more
A Colorful Day
Tuesday, June 23, 2015      4 comments

I know what many of you are thinking... how is it possible to have a colorful day; a color is not an emotion. But to me, colorful is a more appealing word for happiness. A close friend of mine on this Spark website often talks with me abou... Read more
Good moments are out there; recognition is what's stopping us!
Monday, June 15, 2015      4 comments

I had to stop and think about what type of blog I wanted to write before I added a blog entry title. Things have still been tough, but would I be lying if I said there weren't good moments with the bad? Would I be lying if I say life isn't worth... Read more
Day ? - New Days Don't Matter Anymore
Tuesday, June 09, 2015      4 comments

Difficult doesn't even begin to describe what I'm going through. I may have all the material and non-material things I could possibly want in my life, including a roof over my head, a loving boyfriend, and a family I still keep contact with, but... Read more
Trying to keep steady - Day 5
Sunday, June 07, 2015      8 comments

Some of those kind few that check up on me every day have noticed that I did not have a Day 4 posted. Unfortunately, these past 2 days have been gruesome. I want to apologize to those I haven't gotten back to yet, and I assure you that I will so... Read more
Keep Going - Day 3
Thursday, June 04, 2015      2 comments

Yesterday after work was pretty exhausting. My boyfriend also had a bad reaction to pre-workout and didn't get much sleep the night before. So as I'm struggling to keep awake, he wanted to "relax" for a few minutes. I laid with him for a while p... Read more
Trying to Claim my Life Back - Day 2
Wednesday, June 03, 2015      3 comments

Later after submitting my blog yesterday, I continued on my journey to healing. I treated myself with things that I don't normally treat myself to, such as an Amazon shopping spree for some new jewelry and a vanity mirror to perfect my makeup. I... Read more
Trying to Heal Myself - Day 1
Tuesday, June 02, 2015      3 comments

Many of you might have read my blog "I Don't Want to Die." In it I describe my issues with life, and how I'm getting too tired to hang on. Here is kind of an update. I have yet to hear about my ability to have TMS treatments to help with my... Read more
I don't want to die.
Tuesday, May 26, 2015      6 comments

No one enjoys reading blogs about depression, which I understand completely because quite frankly, it’s the fastest mood killer. In fact I’m sure many people out there avoid them like the plague because it brings down their moods, which honestly... Read more
You Guys HAVE to Try This!
Thursday, November 20, 2014      3 comments

There is a website a spark member mentioned as I was scrounging around to find motivation. So I checked it out. The website shows a before and after weight loss, but this website is pretty legit. It doesn't use an avator like most websites... i... Read more

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