Its a mind change
Thursday, June 10, 2010      6 comments

Losing weight is a mind change. I know that I have done it before... I am killing myself. I cant get my head to stop saying "you cant do it" "its impossible" " why even try" i'm struggling........... Read more
Tuesday, June 08, 2010      1 comments

Every day I feel defeated before I even begin. I wish I could turn back time and not gain so much when I was pregnant. I wish I had more money so I could buy better food. I wish I had more time so I could exercise every day. I wish I did... Read more
Starting over... AGAIN
Thursday, June 03, 2010      5 comments

I got lost somewhere. Between giving up and having the baby and not caring. I got lost in this "fat girl's body" I need to start again because I want to be a good example to my baby, I want to be able to play with her and not be too fat for play... Read more
Feeling renewed!
Thursday, June 11, 2009      4 comments

Week 10 is just about half over and I am feeling better and better. The pregnancy symptoms are becoming manageable and I am ready to get back to exercise! I thought I lost this part of me, but I am finding it again. I am still having trouble man... Read more
An uodate on me...
Monday, June 01, 2009      8 comments

So I am feeling overwhelmed and unmotivated. I am so tired work is kicking my butt. I am trying to get my walks in but at about the 2 mile mark I am pooped. the walk I normally do on lunch is 3 miles. It is hard to get to the gym because I am ex... Read more
My fluctuating weight
Wednesday, May 20, 2009      3 comments

Warning a TMI blog lol So I stopped weighing myself every day because my weight fluctates so much. It is still frustrating seeing the scale go up. I dont think I have gained any fat yet. Well actually I may have gained a pound because ice c... Read more
A new challenge to myself
Tuesday, May 19, 2009      3 comments

So, the thing that frightened me most was the fact that I felt as if I could not do anything to protect my child. My new challenge to myself is I am going to take as good of care as I can of myself to keep my body healthy. I am making sure ... Read more
The ultrasound
Friday, May 15, 2009      5 comments

Went in today for an ultrasound. I was think I was close to 6 weeks along. They said I am closer to 5 weeks. All that could be seen on the ultrasound was a gestational sac and a yolk sac. She said everything looks normal and Congrats so I guess ... Read more
Back on track
Friday, May 15, 2009      2 comments

So I found some peace that I needed about my current situation! It is nice. Anyway I am getting back on track this week. I missed the gym everynight due to multiple circumstance and being stressed and tired. I still took my daily walks, but... Read more
Worries... very unlike me
Thursday, May 14, 2009      4 comments

I am not, or maybe I should say was not, a worrier. Whatever happened happened and I could deal. Now that I found out I am pregnant I have so many worries. Am I going to continue to full term? Is there anything going to be wrong with the baby? A... Read more
I am pregnant!!!!!
Wednesday, May 13, 2009      21 comments

WOW I never thought this would happen! WOW I am so excited!!!! I hope everything goes ok. I am just to happy for words right now. But I wanted to let everyone know its official I am pregnant. And its funny because I am not telling most peop... Read more
More waiting... UGH
Tuesday, May 12, 2009      3 comments

So the dr said to call in this afternoon for the lab results. I called and and just my luck. The lab has no idea where the report is. They said they will call back in a day or two! How am I supposed to wait! I feel like I can't believe the 4 (ye... Read more
My stress lately... I cant take it anymore
Monday, May 11, 2009      10 comments

I wasn't going to share this, but I can't take it anymore. I think I am pregnant! I can't tell anyone until I get the for sure answer from my doctor which wont be until tomorrow. I just can't hold it in.... This is so unexpected. I have only kno... Read more
The biggest losers and the general idea
Wednesday, May 06, 2009      7 comments

So once again last night I was watching the biggest loser At the gym. It was going home week and they were recalling week 1. They were talking about how unhappy they were, how they were hiding, how they felt self conscious, all thier weaknesses.... Read more
Camping this weekend
Tuesday, April 28, 2009      3 comments

I am so excited I am going camping this weekend! I know I will drink too much, ubt then again when is alcohol ever beneficial??? It will be fun though. I cant wait. We are going to go hiking and just get to be outside! I am excited! We are going... Read more

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