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I have been sporadic at best...
Friday, March 04, 2011      5 comments

I am doing better I think... I am not going to count my chickens before they hatch, or in this case my pounds before they drop, but I am motivated again. I am starting to pull out of the depression that I have sunk in but am not over the hump y... Read more
Thursday, January 27, 2011      6 comments

Doing fairly well on eating which is good since I still am not moving much. My youngest niece Heather who is 21 is expecting her first baby any minute now. We thought we were going to have her today but the doctor said one more week if she doe... Read more
Here I am again...
Wednesday, January 26, 2011      10 comments

I did go shopping and went in to get the groceries. I was just picking up a few fill in things but I went in and did it. I picked out some lovely tomatoes and then cut them in slices with a little blue cheese dressing over it and that was my s... Read more
Four and I am here some more...
Tuesday, January 25, 2011      9 comments

So day four and I made it here again. I got 4 or 5 beautiful women awards and I took the time to pass quite a few of them out. I tried to hit as many of you lovely women as I could. I feel that emotionally I am not as far in the hole of depre... Read more
Day three and I am here even earlier!
Sunday, January 23, 2011      7 comments

So I did it. After I got off line yesterday I stayed in my chair and acted like a piece of the furniture. Then I had to get up to pee and I thought man it would only take a few seconds to do something that I can post as an exercise and feel be... Read more
Day two and I am here again...
Saturday, January 22, 2011      4 comments

I logged on today again. It took me all day but I am here. I rarely get into a depressed mood so I am not sure why I have descended into this funk. I just read through all the nice comments on my last blog entry and it was very encouraging. ... Read more
Saturday, January 22, 2011      13 comments

I am depressed board out of work and have let all the progress that I had made go up in smoke. I signed on awhile back and even set my home page as the spark website. I just get on everyday and see if I can get it to load a different page befo... Read more
Okay I am depressed...
Tuesday, December 14, 2010      9 comments

I have internet now and I can't even talk myself into coming here to check in. I have been eating but not as bad as I have in the past, what worries me most right now is that my chair has taken on the shape of my ass. I don't move and that is ... Read more
I have internet!
Thursday, November 25, 2010      11 comments

I am back. We are already getting snow and really cold weather. My internet seems a bit spotty but that is so okay. I need to make an effort to be here everyday because the struggle is winning at the moment. I need to get it back under contr... Read more
Friday, November 12, 2010      9 comments

Lord this is such a struggle lately. I am not sure when my home internet will be connected but hopefully soon. I have talked to my ex and now I have to wait on his time schedule and all of you who have ex's out there know what that means! LOL!... Read more
I love you guys!
Tuesday, November 09, 2010      7 comments

Not only did a lot of my regular peeps comment on my blog but I had three new people stop by with words of encouragement too. When I am struggling you always give me words of encouragement. I have been so stressed you wouldn't believe it and w... Read more
Falling off the wagon...
Monday, November 08, 2010      15 comments

Not only have I fallen off the wagon but I sat on my ass watching it disappear over the horizon while stuffing my face! I didn't even make an attempt to get back on. Today was my wake up call I found my scale and got on it to discover that in ... Read more
I hate not logging in daily...
Tuesday, October 26, 2010      6 comments

I really love the encouragement that I get from everyone hear at this site. I really miss not being able to log in daily. I am going to see what I can do about getting an internet connection in my new place. I don't know if I will be able to ... Read more
My plan for moving forward...
Thursday, October 21, 2010      15 comments

The landlord does not like dishes because he thinks they make the property look messy. I got the approval but with many restrictions. I have been thinking though that I may go ahead and switch to comcast anyways. I don't need as many channels... Read more
Dish or not to Dish?
Tuesday, October 19, 2010      8 comments

So I found out that the law allows me to have satellite television even in an apartment whether the landlord likes it or not. The dish company sent me the rules so that I could give them to the landlord and get dish. The problem is do I rock t... Read more

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