Very frustrated and trying hard to not freak out here - on the verge of.. something..
Tuesday, February 16, 2010      13 comments

It is freaking incredible. I am doing everything I'm supposed to do. I track EVERYTHING I eat even if its not the right foods, even if it pushes me over my daily intake. I exercise like a fiend at least 5 days a week, sometimes 6 and this freak... Read more
Final countdown to the Big Move
Tuesday, February 09, 2010      3 comments

You guys probably don't know this but I work for the US government overseas. Its a great opportunity and I love living in Germany. Very safe and clean environment. Only thing is you don't stay anywhere very long. So now, after 4 years of living... Read more
Why does food that you love have to hate you back?????
Tuesday, February 09, 2010      5 comments

Sunday I went to a chinese restaurant and should have known better. I had a very small bowl (maybe 1/2 cup) of peking soup and they had mongolian barbecue so I picked veggies and shrimp, salmon and crab meat and had the guy cook it up with a gar... Read more
TONIGHT - how well did I REALLY fare?
Friday, February 05, 2010      2 comments

Well I made it to the gym, got on my favorite machine, the treadstepper and for one solid hour of heavy panting I burned 1040 calories. So I grabbed my stuff threw it in the car raced for home. Let the dog out and hit the shower and was in and... Read more
TONIGHT! Going out with friends to DRINK!
Thursday, February 04, 2010      0 comments

Oh yes my dear friends. I'm one of "those". I LOVE to party with my friends. I do not drink and drive so I'm not a danger to anybody or anything except my butt size :) So tonight is my first night as a "conscious" drinker. I've been thinkin... Read more
water retention - my own fault I guess
Monday, February 01, 2010      0 comments

Nothing is more frustrating than getting up and on that scale and seeing your scales move in the WRONG direction. I woke up this morning to the oh so unpleasant feeling of my rings being tight on my hands. And thought, on this is not going to ... Read more
Took my measurements - DEPRESSING
Sunday, January 31, 2010      2 comments

Yesterday I took my measurements so I could track them with the tracker thingy on here. Oh my God! My thighs are the bigger than the size of my waist. No, you don't get it, EACH thigh measures bigger than my waist. I have two waist-sized thig... Read more
The man I love
Thursday, January 28, 2010      3 comments

I am in love with a wonderful man. We are not living together, but we are in love and that works for now. I just realized as I was doing my previous blog that this man is so wonderful that he started doing something totally out of character fo... Read more
One week Spark-A-versary and loving it
Thursday, January 28, 2010      2 comments

My daughter referred me to this website after I wrote her an email crying about all this recent weight gain. I had life changing experiences happen since fall and just started eating like there was no tomorrow. I couldn't exercise for two mont... Read more