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Monday, December 21, 2015      4 comments

totally wasted a good day yesterday. Did my Pilates in the morning. Ate decent all day until about 5 when I started stress eatin because I was arguing with just about everyone in my family. So upset with myself now. Trying to get myself out ... Read more
My birthday
Tuesday, December 15, 2015      8 comments

today is my birthday. I am determine not to have a terrible day like yesterday. I have been awfully depressed lately and not sure why. I have missed missed a full weeks worth of workouts because of a cold and having a hard time getting back t... Read more
Sunday, December 06, 2015      6 comments

here I sit in my cozy chair in front of my fire not wanting to move. Sipping my coffee on this chilly morning. I know if I don't workout I'll probably regret it later but I just feel like I need a day off. ... Read more
November 11, 2015
Wednesday, November 11, 2015      5 comments

Not last night but the night before my daughter and son made brownies. I pulled my typical binge eating move and ate 4 and now she is telling the world. I am now so ashamed and embarrassed. I did t realize how awful it would feel when people ... Read more
Wednesday, September 16, 2015      4 comments

i finally did it. I stayed in my calorie range. That is something I haven't been able to do in months. I know it seems like it should be easy but for someone with BED it is very difficult. Now I Justgave to do it again today! 😀😀... Read more
Thursday, September 03, 2015      1 comments

well I suck out Loud again! Can't seem to get a grip on this whole binging thing!... Read more
August 24
Monday, August 24, 2015      4 comments

Feeling horrible about myself. I binged so much yesterday and today I feel horrible! I need help! Don't know how to do this alone! I know technically I have to but I don't know if I can!! Trying to start over again just like every other week... Read more
August 19, 2015
Wednesday, August 19, 2015      2 comments

Everyday is s struggle. This fight with food is driving me crazy and Is going to kill me I fear. I am the biggest I have ever been and I hate my body. I am trying to hard to stay positive but it is extremely difficult. God give me strength!!... Read more
August 4, 2015
Tuesday, August 04, 2015      3 comments

I have had a really bad four days with the bday parties over the weekend but I will not give up. I can do this. I am worth it!!! I try to tell myself these things in my head and repeat them often so that I may have a chance at reaching my g... Read more
August 1
Saturday, August 01, 2015      2 comments

I have self diagnosed BED so parties are a struggle for me. Last night was my sisters bday party and I ate too much. I did not eat as much as I would have before I really started trying to stop this horrible problem from taking over my life. ... Read more
Thursday, July 30, 2015      2 comments

Another week has almost passed and I still have not lost a flipping pound. I am so sick of this struggle I just want to give up. Why?????? Why wont the scale move?? Seems like no matter what I do the scale is against me. My legs feel like ... Read more
New day
Wednesday, July 22, 2015      3 comments

overage again late night . I really need to get a hold of this evening eating thing and I think the scale will move. Today is a new day. Trying to make my new mantra a good one instead of being negative all the time. So here goes, today will... Read more
Fat girl
Tuesday, July 21, 2015      4 comments

so sick of being the fat girl if the family. Medication and BED have both contributed to my weight issue. Almost feeling hopeless. I work out everyday and although my calories aren't perfect I only go over a few hundred on a couple days a week... Read more
July 8, 2015
Wednesday, July 08, 2015      5 comments

Here I am yet again with my sob story. I can't get motivated and I just keep eating junk and sugar and all things bad for me. If I am sad I eat, happy I eat, bored I eat, I just cant' seem to stop. I know the things I am putting in my body a... Read more
Tuesday, February 17, 2015      1 comments

Still struggling to get my weight in check. I had some issues to work through, at which time I ATE myself through. Now I am back at square one and I am has heaving as I was when I was pregnant. I'm only five feet tall and when your short, as... Read more

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