My Life Changing Moment (off WL topic)
Friday, October 25, 2013 8 comments
Relosing regained weight, surgery, and a plan
Thursday, October 24, 2013 18 comments
I know I've been MIA lately. In all honesty, I've been depressed about my injury and living in chronic pain, seeing no light at the end of this tunnel. And I've regained 30# of the 80 I lost last year. Sucks. But only I did it. And only I c... Read more
Changes and challenges
Monday, August 05, 2013 9 comments
Hello Sparkpeople friends! Just some reassurance that I am still here. :) I continue to struggle with my large abdominal hernia which has been deemed inoperable by 3 surgeons. This has taken my pain level way UP, and my activity level way DO... Read more
Update... and perhaps a little TMI
Sunday, February 17, 2013 19 comments
I haven't blogged for a while. Mostly because I have been very preoccupied with my health and just getting by. As I've noted in a few status updates, my surgery was canceled due to an insurance authorization oops. I worked with the local ... Read more
Nothing says "Happy Valentines Day!" like a bedpan...
Friday, February 08, 2013 13 comments
Or "Happy Birthday" for that matter. As surgery is on Tuesday afternoon, I will be in the hospital and drugged pretty efficiently for both my husband's 45th birthday on Wednesday, and V-day on Thursday. Doesn't that sound fun and romantic? ... Read more
Surgery is scheduled!
Wednesday, February 06, 2013 16 comments
I saw the surgeon this afternoon. And after a lot of hemming and hawing about doing the surgery here vs. Seattle, he agreed. BARELY. Apparently he's the best hernia surgeon in town, but he said it's a very complicated and HUGE hernia (he call... Read more
Woo Hoo! I'm "Obese"!
Monday, February 04, 2013 13 comments
I saw the doctor today about my hernia. Bad news: Surgery is inevitable, and will be sooner rather than later. She wants me to see a surgeon this week, and a CT scan will likely be soon as well. Since I've had a life threatening bowel ... Read more
Anxiety about sizing OUT of a plus size store?
Saturday, February 02, 2013 27 comments
Weird, right? But yes! I'm having some anxiety about this. Yesterday I was pretty down about my recurrent hernia and beginning the process of surgical consultation all over again. But after some prayer and emotional re-grouping, I am t... Read more
Overwhelmed and Frustrated
Friday, February 01, 2013 14 comments
I'm so annoyed and frustrated right now. I have been so focused on getting the pannectomy surgery that I WANT that I have been avoiding a very real fact. I have a hernia. Again. That probably needs surgical repair. Again. SERIOUSLY!?!?!?! ... Read more
I don't wanna!
Tuesday, January 29, 2013 16 comments
That has been running through my mind all day when I thought of the gym. "I don't wanna!"... like my 4 year old tells me about eating her vegetables. Have you had those days? When you just don't WANT to eat well or go to the gym? Yeah..... Read more
What are the odds that EVERYONE around me has poor vision?
Saturday, January 26, 2013 22 comments
Thursday, January 24, 2013 19 comments
For the past week or so, the serenity prayer has been going through my mind. A lot. At really random times. I'm not an alcoholic or drug addict. The only AA meetings I've ever attended were during college as requirements for my social work c... Read more
It's January.... what can YOU accomplish for yourself this year?
Tuesday, January 22, 2013 26 comments
Monday, January 21, 2013 27 comments
This morning I met with a plastic surgeon regarding a pannectomy. I can not even express how anxious and nervous I was! After decades of feeling like people judge my physical appearance and find me lacking, I was a wreck about what this one m... Read more
First time for everything... having FUN clothes shopping????
Saturday, January 19, 2013 434 comments
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