The word "Diet"
Saturday, June 02, 2012      2 comments

I have been obsessed with trying to find a "diet" plan to follow. The one on sparks people does not have any for people who are Lactose Intolerant. Now I know many people say don't diet just eat healthier. But healthier what? Essentially cha... Read more
Okay today sucked but not giving up
Tuesday, May 15, 2012      4 comments

I think my meds are off I don't know but today was just blah. And I did so good on Mothers day until that night I cried. Argh. I went completely off my diet. I gained weight but just like I told one of my friends I have been through so much ... Read more
My pain management clinic is closing ahhhhhh!
Monday, May 14, 2012      3 comments

I just found out today that my pain management clinic is closing in July. i do not want to start over! Does anybody know of a good Pain management clinic in Utah. This is so annoying. But I could tell the PA was sad too and stressed because h... Read more
No children and it will be a good day
Sunday, May 13, 2012      4 comments

I am writing this blog because I know there are other woman like me who can't bear children. Mine is due to back issues and I can't carry the weight. This is the first mothers day that I am not going to be hiding and crying in self pity. I ha... Read more
Scared to be me...
Wednesday, May 09, 2012      5 comments

Okay so I need to get real with myself and be honest. I am a very shy person with very low self confidence. So today I deleted my two previous blogs because I was embarrassed that I was weird or not positive enough. Well I have decided to bat... Read more
My mom
Thursday, May 03, 2012      5 comments

Yesterday I wrote about friend who cant look in mirror, my hero, my friend mom. I just feel so bad....she deserves to have the body she wants but I cant make her. Do any of you have friends who hate their body and are in pain and the... Read more
Thursday, May 03, 2012      0 comments

Okay I actually tracked everything I ate yesterday and I am way over the amount I am supposed to be eating. This really opens your eyes. But not going to get mad at myself I am going to start a new day today. And I am proud of myself for admi... Read more
Treating myself like a good friend
Wednesday, May 02, 2012      4 comments

I talked to a friend the other day who told me that she has decided that she is mot going to look at herself in the mirror anymore or as little as possible because that is the only way she can like herself. That made me feel sad. She is very b... Read more