Not sure what exactly I'm doing, but this weekend I actually gained. I thought I was doing good.
Maybe too much seafood? I feel puffy this morning so I'm hoping that is it.
I'm really struggling with this.
It's hard to stay motivated
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wow i am pathetic
Ok so here I sit, reading over blogs that I have written in the past.
"this is me starting over" ; "determine to make it work this time" blah blah, still not losing, actually gaining over the years.
Should I be frustrated? Should I give up ?... Read more
Thank you everyone for all your support. I made it through day one and off to a great start on day 2. I know it sounds petty, but these first few days are always the hardest.
Someone asked me yesterday , why start now, you should wait unti... Read more
Happy Monday, well I'm getting tired of this roller coaster ride. I need to commit and move forward and today again I will give it another try. When I spoke to my doctor recently she told me I was a perfect candidate to surgery!? I was floored, ... Read more
Week one results
Well over all week one went pretty well, that is until the weekend. I blame it on Valintines day, and my depression, but its still my fault.
Its a vicious cycle that I cant seem to get myself out of. I get depressed and I eat, not because I'm ... Read more
refuse to be defeated
Well after eating a not so healthy breakfast i decided to weigh myself. when this happened i realized My scale had not been giving me an accurate eight , as i was using it on the bath rug. All along i thought my weight was dow... Read more
Can't quit trying
Here i am, going into yet another spring horrifide to put a pair of shorts on. I weighted myself this morning and I am at a new high. So yes I got depressed for a moment and then I got mad. Theres no reason for me to do this. I ... Read more
Who I Am
Well, i am climbing the scale again. I am so frustrated i want to cry but I wont. I am still determined, i am still starting over, hopefully for the last time.
I did so well right at the beginning of the year, working out every night, eating ... Read more
Another Melt down this week, but not as bad as the last one. I am back on track again and refocusing my energy.
I need to learn what sets me off, i felt great, i actually am starting to see significant progress then i melt down. At least t... Read more
Can i eat to much seafood?
OK so i once again turn to my very wise sparkles.........
I found myself today filling out my log and it dawned on me I eat alot of seafood , like every day! can i eat to much?????
Salmon for dinner, shrimp next day for lun... Read more
This weeks goal
Ok i weighed in yesterday, and was surprised to find i actually still (after a terrible week) did loose a little. So that was a nice sunrise, i am 3 lbs away from my pre-holiday weight. This week i am determined to hit that goal!
I don't th... Read more
Feeling a little bit better, got a really good work out in, legs a little sore but i feel good. When shopping and picked up some yummy melon and fresh vegs. so I am doing good.
thanks for the push! I so appreciate it, you have no idea.
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ok getting frustrated and depressed. My leg and back are killing me. I' eating like a pig and imsitting home on a friday night. I'm hoping i can shake this funk. I have to shake this funk before i back trck to far........
Tomorrow another d... Read more
happy woohoo wednesday
ok remembered to bring gym clothes into work today, its a real bummer putting on frozen shorts. hehehe
Hope everyone is having a great day.
Question to throw out there. Why am i more hungry after i eat?
I had a lean cuisine and ... Read more
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Not Such a Happy New Year
Happy New Years Sparkies, Well back to the real world today, and may I say I'm so glad! I gained 5 lbs this past Holiday and I am so disappointed in myself. I was so close to my New Years Goal and I went into this Holiday Slump and threw my hand... Read more