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Nothing But Failure
Sunday, February 09, 2020      6 comments

I tried to be positive today but I saw my ugly fat stupid face in the mirror,said to eff with it all and ate an entire pizza. What's it matter if I reach my goal? I'm still UGLY. Nothing will ever change how I look. When people see what I look ... Read more
Much Better Day GOD IS GREAT!
Sunday, February 09, 2020      3 comments

Much better today. God woke me up and I'm blessed. Since I started last year as of today I have lost 46 pounds. I've fluctuated here and there but at least it's progress! I have a neck again lol! Yesterday I had veggie pasta. Pasta made from ve... Read more
Really Messed Up
Saturday, February 08, 2020      5 comments

I've gone through some bad depression. I've just been eating and eating and not exercising. I feel so ugly and bad about myself. My anxiety is sky high and I only leave my house because if I didn't go to work I'd be homeless. Maybe I can resta... Read more
And total pounds lost since last year is...
Sunday, December 08, 2019      2 comments

41 pounds! Since last December when I became single I've lost 41 pounds and lost 4 Jean sizes. I actually can see my neck coming back. It's been a very hard and slow process. I've messed up a LOT. But glory goes to God. While complaining and c... Read more
Uh Oh Oops!
Sunday, December 01, 2019      5 comments

Looks like I backslid BUT I'm still in my size 20W down from 28W. I'm going to just get back up and back on track. Next size down is an 18W. I look in the mirror and still see someone huge. I went to my stepmom's brother's house for Thanksgivi... Read more
My Necklace I Made
Sunday, November 10, 2019      6 comments

My main hobby is making jewelry. I restrung my tiger necklace that had broken that I'd made last year. My tiger spirit will rise up in me again. ... Read more
Better Tracking and a rant
Sunday, November 10, 2019      3 comments

I've done better today so far with my calorie tracking. I've got a three day weekend and I'm glad. My job is starting to stress me out and I've been applying other places. If it all works out after I'm paid the m driving to the next town to che... Read more
I'm In Pain
Sunday, November 10, 2019      3 comments

I'm 50. It's scares me alot these days. I'm trying to take care of myself but my body does all these weird things. I'm in alot of pain right now. I have horrible cramps in my lower back. My period ended a week ago. I don't have insurance or a d... Read more
My Little Buddy... Moonstar!
Saturday, November 09, 2019      4 comments

This sweet little kitty is my Moonstar. He's all black with a white star under his chin. I suffer from depression and he's been my touchstone. He's al... Read more
Ah geez this blog thing isn't easy.
Saturday, November 09, 2019      3 comments

On a better note I tracked my calories today for the first time in ten years. I feel good about myself today and it's awesome!🤩... Read more
Yay! Down 4 Sizes!
Saturday, November 09, 2019      12 comments

I can't believe it. I've gone from being a size 28W to a 20W. I've been drinking lots of water and matcha green tea. I discovered Leslie Sansone and her YouTube at home walking workouts. Today I completed a 30 minute 2 mile walk.😀 I used t... Read more

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