Thursday, October 01, 2009      2 comments

So last night I went to the gym with the boyfriend, his brother and his wife. They all do strength training and stuff and thats what they like but for me I am not a fan. I love to run but I am just not in running shape right now and don't want t... Read more
Ding Dongs
Friday, May 08, 2009      2 comments

Oh wow. I am addicted to junk food. I realize this but don't want to give it up. I feel like without it I would just die. It's silly I know but I love the stuff. I haven't eaten anything healthy in weeks and am gaining it all back slowly but sur... Read more
Last grandpa update
Friday, April 03, 2009      2 comments

March 10th, Fredrick V. Meehan was taken to heaven. God needed him more than we do and now he's with his wife of many years and out of pain. It was very hard to take and put me in an extreme depression. I spent 2 weeks in bed without gettin... Read more
Wednesday, January 07, 2009      4 comments

In August of 2008 I made a decision to fight for my life. I decided to lose weight that I never ever believed that I could. I have gone up and down a lot in the last couple months and it bothers me that I never got serious enough about it for mo... Read more
2009 goals
Friday, January 02, 2009      2 comments

I decided last year to not set resolutions anymore but this year as the we begin on more journeys I have a few goals for myself. 1. Get to my goal weight and stay there. 2. Eat healthier, work out more often and keep track of what i do on... Read more
update on grandpa
Sunday, December 21, 2008      3 comments

he is still alive! He is fighting to stay here with his family and I am glad he's still here but sad he's in so much pain. They say he is getting better which i guess is good just hard to deal with as I had prepared for his passing twice already... Read more
Tuesday, November 11, 2008      5 comments

My grandfather is dying and I am just really sad right now. I know it's his time but I just don't want it to be. I love him so much and he's my hero. I saw him today and it was so hard. He's hooked up to a million different machines and he looks... Read more
Tough Stuff
Saturday, October 04, 2008      6 comments

I gave up for a few days. I felt like it was too hard with everything else going on. Then I caught myself saying what I always do when I stop trying for months at a time. "I'll do it when I get this or that done." I almost told Alex I'd do it af... Read more
my workout buddy
Friday, August 29, 2008      4 comments

So today I am hanging out at my fiancees sisters house and she has 2 really great kids. One of them is 4 years old and she is full of energy so when I logged on and realized I had some exercises to do I knew I could count on my little niece to j... Read more
Why I don't own a scale
Thursday, August 28, 2008      4 comments

Okay it seems odd right that someone who is trying to lose weight does not own a scale? Well how about this...I don't really have access to one other than doctor visits and occasionally when I'm in a friends bathroom. Well why don't you have a s... Read more
Have I really gotten that big?
Thursday, August 28, 2008      4 comments

So last night I had my fiancee take a few photos of me for my page so I can show my progress and mky gosh I had no idea how big I had gotten. When I say oh wow I'm fat everyone always says "no you're not" "you're so tiny" "have you looked at me ... Read more