so fat and uncomfortable
Saturday, September 07, 2013 2 comments
It's been easy staying off the diet this summer. Lots of baggy summer shirts and elastic capris. Well I put a pair of jeans on today. It took me forever to find a shirt that hid the bulge. On a size 16! I refuse to go to a bigger size. So ... Read more
Climbing back up!
Friday, April 29, 2011 8 comments
I've been in a major slump lately. It started as a downward spiral. Now I'm working on climbing back up. I can't get up in the morning. I am having big time panic attacks (this is something new). I've always had problems with depressio... Read more
50 things about me - something to do
Wednesday, March 30, 2011 5 comments
1. What time did you get up this morning? 5:00 2. How do you like your steak? Medium to medium rare. 3. What was the last film you saw at the cinema? the fighter 4. What is your favorite TV show? NCIS 5. If you co... Read more
Prednisone - not happy
Thursday, February 24, 2011 6 comments
I am feeling so discouraged today. For 3 months now I have been taking all kinds of meds to get rid of my UC but nothing is working. Putting me back on prednisone always has to be a last resort for me. The last time I was on it I almost ended... Read more
I give up!
Wednesday, February 02, 2011 7 comments
I give up. I can't handle all this bad weather any more. It took me an hour to get to work yesterday and today (usually a 25 minute ride). When I got off work today my car was frozen solid. I finally got it thawed out to have a message on my... Read more
The scale will not rise!!!
Wednesday, January 19, 2011 6 comments
Boy do I need to get back on track. This has been a very difficult month for me. Due to my ulcerative colitis I have been pretty much sticking to a white diet. For those of you that don't know what that is: white bread, white rice, past... Read more
I hate winter!!!
Tuesday, January 11, 2011 4 comments
The title of this blog says it all, I hate winter. Every year I say why am I still here? I have stayed in MA because of my 2 kids. Even though they are grown. I know that they would have a hard time if I was not within a car ride from them. ... Read more
New Year/New Life
Saturday, January 01, 2011 8 comments
This week I have done a lot of soul searching. For 51 years I have just been getting by in my life. Every night going to bed and hoping that something would happen so that I wouldn't wake up. Over the years I have even done some things to try... Read more
Sunday, December 26, 2010 7 comments
Well, I made it through the holiday but I have to say it was quite difficult. I spent Christmas eve alone. I watched Jeff Dunham Christmas special. I think he is pretty funny so that helped. This was the first time in 51 years that I wasn't ... Read more
very sick today
Tuesday, December 21, 2010 7 comments
I am having such a difficult time today. I have been sick with my colitis again, and today is extremely bad. I ended up having to take the day off from work because I spent the day going from the bathroom to the bedroom. I'm trying to drink ... Read more
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