Frozen as Time Passes by.
Saturday, January 12, 2013      5 comments

It's been one month since my little and only brother took his life. Over the month I have had time to reflect on all our time together and have come to accept and forgive him. He told me he would do it years ago if he was pushed too far. He was ... Read more
Off My Rocker and in the Grave.
Tuesday, December 18, 2012      10 comments

And here I thought nothing else could go so horribly wrong in my life. After a 13 hour stand off in the attic of my fathers house my little and only brother killed himself. It's been a few days and it seems I have internalized my emotions, I can... Read more
The Final End to a Life Less Lived.
Thursday, December 06, 2012      4 comments

My father has been through more medical emergencies in the past 3 years than anyone should ever have to go through. It all started with his ribs fracturing for no apparent reason. followed by surgeries and more broken bones including his spine. ... Read more
Pianos for Excersize!
Thursday, December 06, 2012      1 comments

I found a stand up grand piano on the side of the road a few nights ago, I've checked on it the past two nights and it was still there lastnight so today I'm going to get it. I don't have a truck so I will be walking it home. It weighs between 6... Read more
Potable water.
Monday, December 03, 2012      3 comments

Where I live I don't have access to potable water unless I buy it from a store. Yesterday is the second time in two weeks I have ran out. There is no local bus transportation to get to the closest store (20 miles away) and there is only one car ... Read more
Losing track of time.
Sunday, December 02, 2012      6 comments

Within the past year I have lost track of time, this year has not much but a blur of one bad event after another. Shortly after I discovered Spark People my father went into the hospital, he had a double pulmonary embolism (he was not good to st... Read more
Tuesday, January 24, 2012      6 comments

So I've lost a total of 2 pounds, and now I've gained them back... I haven't changed my diet I just added walking everyday to change things up a bit... What's going on?... Read more