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Wednesday, June 07, 2017      2 comments

I am starting to really go over board with my job, it's turned into a obcession, it's all I talk about it all I do beside exercising, with the occasion... Read more
That's it
Wednesday, May 03, 2017      7 comments

Ok so this is me right now 1. I cry myself to sleep every night. 2. I feel empty inside. 3. When I do sleep I have night terrors. 4. It seems the harder I try, the more I mess things up, at home and at work. 5. I get distracted so easy. 6. I fee... Read more
Thursday, April 20, 2017      2 comments

I don't understand what I am doing so wrong in life, how come the only ups I have is my weight? The rest are downs, I feel like I am at my breaking point, I have no clue what to do I right now.... Read more
Depression my enemy
Wednesday, April 12, 2017      8 comments

Yesterday I was pumped, I started a new routine I was going to better myself, was going to take care of myself. Then today that selfish depression sneaks back in grabs ahold. I can't seem to break it loose I want to lose weight, I want to be hea... Read more