Been crying a lot..
Wednesday, August 10, 2016 9 comments
I've been crying a lot randomly... My family is giving me hell constantly... Putting me down saying I'm ugly and fat... They don't even care that my BF just dumped me... I can feel myself slipping back into depression... I found for year to get ... Read more
Idk what to do now...
Sunday, August 07, 2016 16 comments
My BF, my entire reason for wanting to get healthy... Dumped me... Out of no where he from telling how amazing I am to literally over night he says he wants a break! All my friends and my mom think he's been cheating on me the entire time. My mo... Read more
Really really upset just want to hide in my house forever....
Wednesday, August 03, 2016 5 comments
My grandpa has given me multiple lectures every single time I see him about how fat I am, I don't go out enough, I'll never get a job because I'm fat... No one wants to work with or hire a fat person... I need to only eat canned tuna in water an... Read more
Tuesday, June 28, 2016 1 comments
I'm not one to really care what people think. It hurts my feelings if someone is mean to me & makes me very happy when someone is nice to me. But aside from that I don't give other people's opinion of me much thought. (Aside from the few people ... Read more
Sunday, June 26, 2016 6 comments
I'm on my... You know... And I have insane homronal issues right now. Including intense cravings. Comfort food, chocolate, ice cream, hot chocolate (really sucks wanting hot chocolate sooooo bad in the middle of summer.) I WANT food so bad even ... Read more
Epic failed on diet today
Friday, June 24, 2016 1 comments
I totally epically failed on my diet/healthy eating plan today. But I am trying to stay positive. I've had a rough week so I think I deserved it. I do wander if this is the proper way to deal with it or not? (By the way, rented Game of Thrones... Read more
A little disapointed
Thursday, June 23, 2016 4 comments
I tried to weigh just now, I know it's not the best time to since I just ate dinner but I haven't honestly weighed since I went to the doctor last year, I've just always said I was the weight I weighed there. (410lbs-414lbs). I wanted to know ho... Read more