The Final Count Down!
Saturday, April 28, 2012      1 comments

So, School is almost over! I have been working very hard to succeed in school. I have so much work to do this last week and exams! But will be looking forward to graduating when it is all over!!!! woooop. I will have much more time, and w... Read more
I was so bad this past week....
Monday, February 20, 2012      3 comments

Ok, so This past week was a tough one to say the least. First of all Because of the holiday I had been given all sorts of goodies from my very loving family that shows love with food! ... Read more
Broken Valentines Day
Monday, February 13, 2012      6 comments

Valentines Day used to be so hard, Then I found my husband and It was wonderful. But somehow in the 7 years we have been married I just don't feel it anymore. I don't feel appreciated, or loved. I just don't. Over the years we have been throu... Read more
Sense of Wonder
Monday, January 30, 2012      3 comments

Sometimes we forget how lucky we are. We have goals and hopes and wishful thinking. We want something so bad that each time it doesn't happen we get discouraged and we lose faith. We start thinking that our life is not what we wanted. Or that w... Read more
To all my spark friends
Friday, January 20, 2012      2 comments

I had left spark people for several months. I missed quite a bit during my absence. I wanted to let you all know I feel bad for just giving up like that. Things were so hard for me with school and infertility and I was not dieting at all in fact... Read more
I decided
Monday, January 16, 2012      3 comments

I have decided to take some time off from our fertility fight. We have been faced with so many hard choices, high stress, and heart break. I feel that My body and mind needs time to recooperate. There are so many hard choices in life and so ma... Read more
Heart Broken
Monday, January 16, 2012      5 comments

I feel lost tonight, We have a huge decision to make with our infertility clinic. I feel like I am backed into a corner and there is no way out. The treatment that I would prefer most is something that my husband does not want to do at the momen... Read more
Wednesday, July 13, 2011      3 comments

Sometimes it is hard when things in life prevent you from moving forward. I have had an uphill struggle with my weight all my life. I have lost it all and gained back and lost again and gained back each time gaining more than before. I've noti... Read more
Back in the game!
Monday, June 27, 2011      3 comments

SO had a great day yesterday with the hubby. We went to a water park and seeing all those people in their ity bity tiny weenie bikinis just made me want to work harder. I chose a sandwich instead of pizza and hamburgers. I chose a fruit smoothi... Read more
Tonight I grieve, but tomorrow I live.
Wednesday, June 22, 2011      12 comments

I'm up late again trying to be strong. Trying to grasp everything that has happened. It seems like nothing has gone right for my husband and I the last few years. I saw 3 of my friends post photos of their pregnant bellies online tonight. I am... Read more
Why why why?????
Monday, June 20, 2011      4 comments

I am so frustrated at the doctors. It seems to me that I have terrible luck with doctors, it doesn't matter who I have seen even the best of the best have forgotten to schedule something, or leave pieces of balloon cath or tissue inside of me fr... Read more
ooops Hit a rough patch.
Tuesday, June 14, 2011      3 comments

Thank you everyone for the support! I actually was out of town for my nephews graduation and things got tricky with all the goodies. But I came home and got right back at the gym did 30 mins on a bike and 30 mins on the treadmill yesterday, even... Read more
Overall Progress
Thursday, June 09, 2011      9 comments

So today was my second day at the gym. I went a bit earlier than last time and I feel very accomplished on what I achieved there tonight! I did twice the cardio today then I did yesterday. I actually loved the feeling I got from working out and... Read more