I binged again.
Friday, September 14, 2012      2 comments

I have been doing so well and then yesterday, I binged. I had a busy day and was stressed out and needed to eat something quick. I just didn't want my regular food. I wanted Pine Apple Pizza from Dominos. I wanted a couple slices but I did not h... Read more
Felt really good today.
Thursday, September 06, 2012      3 comments

Today has been a stressful day. I realized I had less money then I thought I did and rent is past due. No pressure right?! But today I had a big healthy salad, shrimp and a little beef. I have realized if breakfast is my biggest meal, I am ... Read more
My Scale is torturing me!
Wednesday, September 05, 2012      3 comments

Dear scale, Why do you torture me? Yesterday I was 236 pounds. Today I am 209.6 pounds. As much as I would like this to be true. I know its a lie. I am not on Biggest Loser. I tried five times and its saying... Read more
"I dont want my friends to mistake you for my FAT Girlfriend!"
Friday, August 31, 2012      9 comments

My nephew was born with a umbilical cord wrapped around his neck and was deprived of oxygen while they did a emergency C Section on my sister. Since then he has some mental development problems. He is very blunt and honest with no filters.... Read more
Week 3. Cutting back on Sugar.
Monday, March 26, 2012      2 comments

For the last three weeks I have majorly cut back on my Sugar. The only source of sugar outside of fruit has been my Protein bar. It has 2 grams of Sugar and 9 grams of Sugar Alcohol. I eat one a day. Its not been as hard as I thought it wo... Read more
I got my Power Back!
Monday, March 26, 2012      1 comments

Throughout Winter I had walked at the mall for exercise. I missed the track because I could easily see how far I had gone and it helped me make goals to go further. At the mall I just tried to walk fast and time it out. My problem is that I see... Read more
My Friday Morning Ritual
Friday, March 23, 2012      0 comments

I have a new Friday ritual. Every Friday morning I go to Whole Foods and buy food from their Vegetarian Buffet. I get a couple spoonfuls of each thing and usually end up with close to 2 pounds of food. I sit down in Whole Foods and eat half of i... Read more
I have gone Vegetarian and I love it!
Friday, March 23, 2012      3 comments

About a Month ago, I gave up all meat. At first it was not that easy. I still had meat in the fridge. Also my parents often have meat with every meal. My Father taunted me about having a Steak which was my favorite. But I stood my ground. I told... Read more
Listening to my body..
Tuesday, January 10, 2012      2 comments

I have come to the realization that my body cannot handle working out in cold weather. One day it was 40s and I walked two miles and got a bad cold. Yesterday I walked in 50 degree temps and I got a sore throat and felt feverish. So I am s... Read more
After Three Months, I am back.
Monday, January 09, 2012      1 comments

Hello to all the Sparks out there! I am a person of extremes. I love pushing myself and sometimes I do not know when to stop. Ar the end of September 2011, I was going to the gym four times a week. I would be at the gym for a hour, then I woul... Read more
Preparing for Winter. Thermal Underwear for Big Girls?
Saturday, September 24, 2011      3 comments

I can walk much longer outdoors on a even track. I am not the most coordinated girl in the world so I am staying clear of treadmills. Last summer I sprained my knee when the Treadmill malfunctioned at my gym. It set me back for 8 weeks. Then I g... Read more
I walked 3.5 miles tonight!
Tuesday, September 20, 2011      2 comments

Tonight I pushed myself walking. Making sure to use my *arms* and my legs as I walk briskly. I finally got up to 3.5 miles tonight. It really was not that bad. Above all, it feels great to see myself getting stronger and stronger! My big go... Read more
Sometimes your enemy is actually your ally.
Tuesday, September 20, 2011      2 comments

I am a night owl. I have been for years. I like working out late at night. (Too bad my gym is not open 24 hours a day) So you can usually find me on the high school track around 2-4:00 am walking my way to thinness. I like it because no one... Read more
Down a shirt size and my jeans are getting loose!
Saturday, September 17, 2011      1 comments

Last Spring I bought a top in my regular size, 1x, without trying it on. I had been a 1x for years. Well I try it on and its VERY TIGHT! This was my uhhuh moment when I realized I needed to lose weight. I went back to the store and bought the s... Read more
Posted my First "Before" Photos.
Saturday, August 27, 2011      3 comments

For some reason my computer or SP is not allowing me to add my Before PICS to my profile. I am frustrated! But they can be found in my gallery. In a way I hope no one finds them! I knew it was going to be bad but it was still hard to see myself ... Read more

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