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Wednesday, March 12, 2008      2 comments

haha - well to ay i worked hard at the gym - my heartrate was high, but i also felt the high of the work out and it felt good - my mom and i then took a dip in the hot tub to ease those aching muscled and then in the steam room (sooo not my thin... Read more
anger, fear, resentment, fatigue...a really hard day...
Tuesday, March 11, 2008      2 comments

hahaha - couldn't help adding this pic mom - it's so me talking to you tonight - here i ask for help and when you offer it when i really need it i take it and get so mad - you were so kind to go against what you knew would make me happy and spok... Read more
winter storm
Saturday, March 08, 2008      2 comments

what a nightmare of a drive home - the snow that has fallen today is more than we've probably had in years and after a 12 hr shift getting my car out of the parking lot at work was just terrible - but i did it - and then getting home (some road ... Read more
friday...another great day....
Friday, March 07, 2008      1 comments

well - can you believe it? it's been 11 glorious days and i'm still living 1 day at a time - when was the last time i felt so free - i must confess - i'm scared...scared that i won't be able to or won't want to do it tomorrow - and i try so har... Read more
Thursday, March 06, 2008      3 comments

well - another successful day - although my cal were over - i stayed on my food plan - well, actually i stayed on the high end, but well in control - added s/f peanut butter to my dinner desert - so had apple with pb - figured the no sugar stuff... Read more
and on the 8th
Tuesday, March 04, 2008      2 comments

took that pic myself - cool, eh? well - it's been a complete week - without failure - i can't believe it! crazy...the most success i've had in well, i don't know how long - the gym - well didn't go today (but i wasn't planning on it!) and i do... Read more
the best day of my life...
Sunday, March 02, 2008      1 comments

well - i have another great poem to include at the end of this entry - had a good day - went back to the gym and worked so hard!! did a whole 50 min + weights...and my food althouh "loud" at times...was a 1 day at a time...i no... Read more
Friday, February 29, 2008      1 comments

this picture - well, i don't think i've used it - pretty much sums up my day - devine intervention - lol - i made it thru today - without cracking even when offered a donut - and didn't even blink - letting go and letting god seems to be working... Read more
yesterday, today and tomorrow...
Thursday, February 28, 2008      1 comments

guess what - today was fairly simple - i planned ahead and brought all my food - i was super hungry by dinner (think i had my afternoon snack too early, but again i came home calm and pleased with my dinner plans - and i decided on soup with din... Read more
just for today...
Wednesday, February 27, 2008      2 comments

well - i'm hanging on - and am very grateful - trying not to say proud so i get practice "letting go and letting god", but i am very grateful...i've accomplished a lot today and although still tired...and emotional (probably from the withdrawl f... Read more
well, here i am...once again...
Tuesday, February 26, 2008      2 comments

i know i leave on my "sulk attacks - usually when i fall ill, and this time i did again - my appoligies as i know you guys who read my blogs regularly must wonder...i'm here and today i made a commitment to eat healthy - the obsession with weigh... Read more
Wednesday, February 06, 2008      1 comments

well, another day another snow storm - i can't believe the terror and damage this storm caused in the US - we are so lucky to just have snow shovelling and dented bumpers to complain abaout - the tornados - omg - my heart goes out to you all!! ... Read more
i did it!
Monday, February 04, 2008      2 comments

i picked this pick as we've just had a beautiful rain storm - yes rain, not snow - and i haven't seen such lightening in years - so pretty...anyways - i did it!! i wentto the gym...and worked out for 40 min - i am so proud - i also managed to s... Read more
painfully pooped...
Sunday, February 03, 2008      1 comments

well...i won't make this long - but i promised myself i'd reflect...went over in calories, but not in fat - am exhausted and glad i finally get a few days off in a row!!! was desperate for fast food tonight and am so damn proud i didn't eat out... Read more
another day...and not too bad...
Saturday, February 02, 2008      2 comments

well - today was busy - hard in the morning as three people chose to SCREAM and then SWEAR and then hang up on me...and the afternoon was full of those who feltthe need to tell me every detail oftheir life - lol - but it was a steady day, and i ... Read more

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