new day
Sunday, June 14, 2009      2 comments

Ok I woke up still feeling kind of alone and scared of it all..But I got on the treadmill and blasted some positive music in my headphones and cried for a little while as I walked. I know that sounds weird (I felt weird doing it) BUT it really r... Read more
uggh i cheated again.
Saturday, June 13, 2009      4 comments

Ok so I went to arbys and had a big ol' rbeef sandwich n fries...I am so mad at myself! It's like I am in a trance and just forget everything I am trying to do here:( I think I am stressing because I have to get some scary medical tests in... Read more