Tuesday, January 28, 2014      5 comments

I woke up today with a renewed feeling of confidence. Although I did eat that cookie last night, I only ate one. It took a lot for me to say no to another one, but I did it. It makes me realize that I can control myself. I want this to be a life... Read more
Thursday, January 23, 2014      2 comments

I'm not sure what is wrong, but I've been feeling kind of blah the past few days. I end up crying in the evenings, too. I'm pretty sure it isn't what I've been eating because I have been eating a ton of veggies, and small portions of chicken, ea... Read more
Lose the Scale.
Saturday, January 18, 2014      4 comments

I figured out one of my problems with losing weight. It's the number on the scale. Every single time I try to change my life, I become obsessed with the scale. I know people say not to weight yourself more than once a week, but I couldn't resist... Read more
Working on it.
Saturday, January 11, 2014      1 comments

I have started working on changing my diet, again. It took me ages to get my belly button issue fixed, and now that I know what is wrong with it, I feel like I can finally pick up where I left off. Last summer really showed me just how bad... Read more
Tuesday, September 17, 2013      4 comments

I feel so ashamed of my inability to stick with any diet for more than 3 months. I'm sick, and in so much physical pain it is hard to even get out of bed. BED? What bed? I'm so big I have to sleep on the couch. My bed hurts my back too much. ... Read more
The Future Me.
Tuesday, November 15, 2011      5 comments

I've thought a lot about what things might be like for me once I've lost a significant amount of weight. Will I be happier? Will I feel better? Will I be able to maintain my weight loss? There is no magic cure to my issues. Even though I m... Read more
Saturday, November 12, 2011      7 comments

Even though it has only been a few days since I started to eat better and exercise, I couldn't resist the urge to see if I have lost any weight at all, so I snuck a little peak at the scale. UGH! Only down 1 pound. I couldn't believe it. I felt ... Read more
Sooo tired..
Monday, November 07, 2011      6 comments

I'm completely wiped out. I only worked out maybe a total of 20 minutes today, but I feel all shaky and tired. I've spent much of today reading over blogs, and posting on my teams forums. I've learned a lot today, and I'm looking forward to educ... Read more
Starting Over
Friday, August 19, 2011      5 comments

I'm a very large lady. I've spent more than half of my life being overweight. I've dieted several times, and I've always failed. Here I am, again. Back at square one. I hope that this is the last time I have to start over. I've purchased a few i... Read more