Whew, that was a intresting break.
Saturday, May 21, 2011      1 comments

When we last saw our hero she was crashed out on the couch wallowing in winter depression and the angst of job loss. I took some time off to get my act together and go offline for a bit. I have been up and back down the scale this last few month... Read more
too depressed to move?
Saturday, January 15, 2011      0 comments

I kind of dropped off the face of the earth here in blog land since getting my job back in Nov. I was let go DEC. 1st and felt just awful. The management just presented me with a letter letting me go and did not have the balls to let me go face... Read more
Some changes and misgivings
Thursday, November 04, 2010      1 comments

I have entered the workforce once again. The good news is the job is 1 mile from the house. I am determined to be able to walk it both ways when I have work. One way is half the goal for now. It is a bit of an emotional roller coaster for me r... Read more
Positive changes
Tuesday, October 19, 2010      0 comments

Sunday night DH came to me and asked for a grocery list and a menu. Done and DONE! I had to do a little finagling with the Spark menu but overall it is going well. So far. I'll see how it is at the end of the week. I'm also working on some kid f... Read more
The feeders in my life
Sunday, October 17, 2010      1 comments

Winter depression and my fight to not go near a scale are beginning to weigh on me. In so many words I can't seem to stay away from the bathroom scale and it is helping me to add on the pounds. somehow the bigger the number the more I can hate m... Read more
Wow! I have been gone too long
Wednesday, October 13, 2010      1 comments

Over 60 days MIA. I have been gone too long. Computer issues and life have made it difficult to get online to check in regularly. I try not to spend too much time on the computer so often after I have checked my e-mail and face book I'm done for... Read more
back at last!
Thursday, August 26, 2010      0 comments

The move 2000 miles from one end of the US to the other was physically and mentally taxing. My body decided to go haywire and I put on about 5lbs during the move. As of today all but one of those pounds are gone. I have been walking everywhere h... Read more
That fat feeling
Monday, August 16, 2010      2 comments

So very tired and bloated. The stress of heat and moving is so overwhelming. My body has reacted to it all by blowing up like a balloon. I feel like I have gained 10lbs in water weight alone. The good news is that in a few weeks with a careful d... Read more
Why I'm platoued
Tuesday, August 10, 2010      1 comments

I'm packing my house to move and it is kind of depressing. My first home and I have to leave it. I have been binge eating bad with the stress. Culling things and figuring out what goes down to Good will. Deciding what can go to the yard sale. Pa... Read more
Putting on my armor
Monday, August 09, 2010      1 comments

I have been in a funk to say the least. Why when I get depressed do I forget that one way to pull out of a funk is to do something extra special for myself ?Today for the first time in months I showered and did more than just the basic clean an... Read more
Thoghts on my hips
Tuesday, August 03, 2010      0 comments

I love my hips. They are beautiful curvy parts on my body. They also carry most of my weight. But I digress. These beautiful hips have done so much for me. They have shaped my body as a woman. Without them I would have a very flat bottom half in... Read more
Emotional weight
Monday, August 02, 2010      1 comments

I live in a world of emotion. Up and down and all around. The last seven months of my life I have been dealing with grief and a PPMD. I had a unsuccessful pregnancy that ended seven months ago and the hormones involved still caused my body to g... Read more
Self sabatoge sucks
Monday, August 02, 2010      2 comments

I was so proud of myself for getting the weight down. DH took the pictures and was soo proud with me. Then he began to feed me. I went along with it. You know I was being rewarded for being so good. HAHA! I'm not all the way back up but the shir... Read more
Using your exercise time for more
Thursday, July 15, 2010      2 comments

I am amused at how the dedication I am showing to my school work could translate into my dedication to weight loss. Oddly, it would seem I can only focus on one goal at a time.But this statement is not true. I have dedicated myself to walking wh... Read more
A distinct lack of sadness
Monday, July 05, 2010      1 comments

I have not been precisely loosing weight but I have arias of interest that are making the slim down. My upper body to be precise is shrinking. This is a good thing but paired with a caboose that is shrinking much more slowly it is a bit embarras... Read more

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