From 310lbs to 285lbs...pics coming soon :)
Sunday, February 28, 2010      6 comments

Good evening spark family! I am so happy to report that I am now wearing a jean size 20 with a pair of 18's that ALMOST zip up! I am over joyed right now...I was up to a size 26/28 a few years ago and to watch myself shrink is CRAZY! I am starti... Read more
Friday, January 01, 2010      1 comments

Hello Spark Friends!! I am over joyed to have made it to 2010!!! I have done some reflecting on my life over the last 10 years and I have come to the conclusion that I am NOT a failure. Although I am overweight, I am also intelligent, independen... Read more
Time is a THIEF!
Monday, June 22, 2009      7 comments

I sit here at my desk at work and think to myself...why did you allow time to be a thief? At the start of the year, I made a promise to myself to lose weight and get my life back on track without the help of surgey or magic pills or any special ... Read more
Sometimes I wish I would have just had gastric bypass...
Friday, January 16, 2009      2 comments

I'm having an awful day...just stressed out and feeling like all this hard work is in vain. I know the big pay off will come in months to come, but I am just SICK to my stomach of hating what I see in the mirror everyday. I see the scale going d... Read more
Negative Self Talk is some *ish
Friday, December 12, 2008      3 comments

I have been having an extremely difficult week...just alot of negative self talk and feeling like maybe I should follow through with gastric bypass surgery... BUT I am feeling much better after coming online and reading comments and post from th... Read more
My last
Sunday, November 16, 2008      5 comments

Well, here I go again...I don't want to be hard on myself, but I want this to be my last "begining" if you know what I mean. I have a way of making excuses for why I don't execise and eat right when I know very well that I CAN loose weight. I ev... Read more