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Clowns to the Left. Jokers to the right.
Thursday, July 18, 2019      3 comments

I will admit I can be a little jaded and cynical. I try label myself a realist. I am not Little Mary Sunshine nor The Princess of Darkness. My life experience has brought me to this position. My home life? Too much detail to go into but just ... Read more
Murky waters
Saturday, July 13, 2019      5 comments

Just feeling really jumbled. Trying to wrap my head around so many different things. Like realizing I have a food addiction. I have to start to understand that I cannot mindlessly eat. I can't just grab some Reese's Cups and shovel them in. Ev... Read more
Drinking the hateorade
Tuesday, July 09, 2019      5 comments

Today I watched my boss scarf down a donut, potato salad, granola bar and drink a frappachino from Starbucks. Of course she is a smaller person. All within a couple of hours. I am just amazed. If I would eat/drink that I would have gained 10lbs.... Read more
So many questions
Sunday, July 07, 2019      7 comments

Yet another attempt! I hate this. This yo-yo dieting. I do well for awhile..then I fall off the wagon. Trying to figure things out this time. Why do I overeat? Stress eating. Nervous eating. Why can't I stick to this? I feel like a drug addict.... Read more