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Once again
Friday, March 14, 2014      1 comments

So. Specialist says it will take 9 months before we know if the meds are working. To say I was disappointed is an understatement. But I went back to work full time, and am managing. Somedays not well. Because of the steroids... Read more
Dare I hope?
Wednesday, November 13, 2013      2 comments

7 weeks. That's how long I've been on new medication. 4 years. That's how long it's taken for me to feel some sort of normal again. How long will it last? No idea. How much am I going to enjoy it? As much as I can. I have started slowly ... Read more
Life is unfair
Friday, October 18, 2013      4 comments

As I woke up and got moving today, I realized how true that statement was. You see I deal with pain and illness every day. And the day that I get up and realize today is going to be one of those days, I get upset, angry, annoyed. I don't underst... Read more
Been a month???? Really?
Wednesday, April 03, 2013      1 comments

Crap. I knew it had been a 'few' weeks since working out or tracking or blogging. But i didnt realize it was a month....well almost! Last blog was march 7. Wow. Basically for the month of march i have felt horrible or been so very busy i h... Read more
Why bother?
Thursday, March 07, 2013      4 comments

So i have a friend, not a good close friend but a friend. You know, the ones you can chat with but not about anything too personal. A social friend i guess. Anyways, she has made plans twice. And twice has not shown up. I really dont believe he... Read more
Friday, March 01, 2013      0 comments

Ah Friday. yep that s all i have to say on that today. I have more nrg today. Which i am pleased about. I also think , with the help of a friend, what is causes these flare ups the last two months....which makes me unhappy. Cause wha... Read more
Do you worry?
Thursday, February 28, 2013      1 comments

I mean do you think about the What ifs? in life then worry about them until they either do happen or you are convinced they dont?? Recently had a friend dianogsed with colon cancer. Now she had no idea. They went in for a scope and came ou... Read more
Sometimes life gets in the way
Wednesday, February 27, 2013      2 comments

Seems silly to say that but if it wasnt for my own life right now i would be working out and eating healthy. But my life has decided that it is going to toss challenge after challenge at me and see how many hoops i can jump over before i fall. ... Read more
Need to slow it down today.......
Tuesday, February 26, 2013      0 comments

So yesterday was a rough day for me. I was on the couch for most the day. I did manage to gtet a few chores done during times when the pain settled down but for the most part i barely got off the couch except to use the bathroom.......many times... Read more
Bad things, Good people
Monday, February 25, 2013      0 comments

its always the way. I have found out in the last two weeks that two wonderful ladies i know have cancer. One has a new baby who she cannot not hold or breast feed due to radiation levels in her body. Can you imagine how heartbreaking that would... Read more
Feeling lost.......
Thursday, February 21, 2013      0 comments

the sun is shining. School is back, snow days are done for this week. Routine is a great thing......keeps us all sane. I am a big routine person. I like my schedule, and when things knock it out of line i get a little out of sorts for a bi... Read more
Havent been good....
Tuesday, February 19, 2013      1 comments

Well i havent been bad either. In fact i havent been anything.....with my schedule lately i just havent worked out as much as i want to. I know i can make time to exercise , anyone can, i guess i just havent wanted to. I know i havent felt up to... Read more
Hate my workouts, Love my workouts
Friday, February 15, 2013      0 comments

well today i worked out...finally. I am disappointed in myself. First because i only worked out twice this week. And second becasue i didnt make it all the way through my workout today.I only had 10 minutes left but i couldnt do it at the time. ... Read more
Not off track but not entirely on either.......
Thursday, February 14, 2013      1 comments

So i havent been tracking my food for a while. And i am not overly concerned about that. I know what i can and cant eat ......and i know how much. I think i am doing ok still. and to prove it i am going to track yesterdays food. I havent b... Read more
What is happiness?
Tuesday, February 12, 2013      2 comments

Know a girl. She is really big into letting go of stress, and only thinking positive . But yet she wll often pull negatives out of convo's or statements or even silly little fb quotes. Which makes me wonder why does someone who claims to only de... Read more

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