Today is the Last day for the Rest of your Life
Monday, January 26, 2009      1 comments

Well I decided that today was not the First day Of the rest of my life but the LAST day for the rest of my life. It is the last day that I am going to shame myself for how I have lived and the choices I have made good or bad. Today is the las... Read more
what am I waiting for?
Sunday, January 25, 2009      0 comments

I am sitting here wondering what I am waiting for? what is it going to take for me to take my life seriously and make the changes I need to make no matter the cost. when will I be able to put my health first in my life and be willing to do whate... Read more
failure as success
Friday, January 09, 2009      0 comments

Yea I know you are thinking what the heck? lol but here is my explanation. today I failed. I ate way more than I was supposed to. I did not make good choices today with what I ate. but I refuse to see it as a failure. I see it as a success. I lo... Read more
where to begin
Tuesday, January 06, 2009      0 comments

wow it is already almost a week into the new year and I have had so many ups and downs. I often wonder how do I find what will motivate me to resist the temptation? I thought it was my kids but then I realized I was doing it all for them and los... Read more