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Day 12
Wednesday, October 22, 2014      2 comments

I went to the Dr. on Monday and have been down in a funk ever since. I've had a upper repertory infection since the 7th of September. It's getting hard to get up and go in the morning or the afternoon Hell almost any time I get up to eat meals a... Read more
Day 7
Friday, October 17, 2014      1 comments

All is quiet on the home front. Josh called the day before yesterday wish I want list. You know the I want this I want that list. Make a dental appointment because I have a toothache. Yeah right it's not enough we carry Medical and Prescription ... Read more
Day 4 Alls well
Monday, October 13, 2014      2 comments

I know we are using past behaviors to tell us what is going to happen down the road. This time he has the Lord on his side. That's one mighty big force to reckoned with. I'm just going to remind him of that when he starts stepping astride. ... Read more
I haven't made an entry in a long time..
Sunday, October 12, 2014      2 comments

I know it's been a long time but the last few weeks have been harsh around here to put it bluntly Josh or one son should have been long gone to jail but we just couldn't face the court fines and costs on top of everything else. I long probably 1... Read more
Do any of you live in pain full time
Wednesday, September 24, 2014      1 comments

Do any of you live in pain full time? The kind you would do anything to get rid of? Well I do I live with low back pain 24/7. It can make one or both legs numb not at the same time, it radiates from my lumbar area to my butt. I can't exercise li... Read more
I'm in he44
Monday, September 08, 2014      6 comments

The reason I'm there is my son who is staying with us has slipped into a depression until it's his time not to be. Then he gets up eats us out of house and home and then goes back to bed. I have to wake him up to take his medication. I try to ge... Read more
Well Josh is home again
Friday, September 05, 2014      2 comments

Well Josh is home again with no real improvement, He thinks he avoids conflict when really he starts it. He starts yelling at me and I raise my voice back. Now If I've already raised my voice at you wouldn't that mean I need to be left alone.? I... Read more
We had to admit him
Wednesday, September 03, 2014      4 comments

Yes after him sleeping 5 days straight and not hearing from his therapist we had to admit my son. In the beginning he was eating food because I was asking him too, by the end it didn't matter he wasn't eating, drinking, nothing he would just sle... Read more
Well it's been another couple of days...
Saturday, August 30, 2014      2 comments

Well it's been another couple of days. Thursday after his EEG he came home and slept most of the day. Waking up to eat and take his meds. Friday he has a walking class down at the counselor's office. We had to fight to get him up and ready for t... Read more
Tuesday, August 26, 2014      2 comments

Someone yesterday asked me why did I let my son move back in? The reason we agreed to let him back in was he went to a psych. hospital in Seattle he spent the better part of 4 months in lock down on this ward. He went through very strenuous I th... Read more
Long time nothing to say just staying stable.
Monday, August 25, 2014      2 comments

This is me now. Went through a hair catastrophe. Hand nice mid back hair and the lady I went in to see mistakes the mid arm trim with up to neck trim. No matter what I tried I ... Read more
I tried to do this Yesterday
Monday, July 28, 2014      5 comments

I wanted this to be 1/2 yesterday and 1/2 today, but it didn't turn out like that so I am just writing about tomorrow. My adult (26) yr old son asked me to come and look at the adult group home he's looking at tomorrow morning. The last one he d... Read more
He I noticed I'd been so out of touch
Wednesday, July 23, 2014      4 comments

I've been so out of touch that no one even read my blog. You know some of us have a hard life and we are suppose to share that and get encouragement from friends and cohorts so that I might actually smile, Instead of saying I'm just going to c... Read more
I haven't made an entry in a long time..
Tuesday, July 22, 2014      2 comments

I haven't made a entry in a long time, because all I had to says were bad things, I still only have bad things to say. I'm currently waiting to see if they will put a neurostimulator to my back to help with my pain. Two years ago I was running a... Read more
Whaiting is almost over for Dr.s to tell me what is going on.
Saturday, May 03, 2014      0 comments

I went to the Spine Surgeon and was told I have to go get an MRI to see how much the stenosis or building disc in closing in on the spinal cord and see if the infection is carried in the bone to see if they can even do surgery. I had never even ... Read more

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