Back Again
Monday, April 17, 2017      2 comments

I had given up on being in here. I used to go on here and track while I was at my one job (a full-time one) and keep track of my food, but the powers-that-be blocked the site as it is social networking. I used to have the app on my phone, but ... Read more
Anxious again...time to start over?
Wednesday, August 24, 2016      2 comments

I am feeling very anxious about my weight/size right now. My plan this summer was to lose weight, or at least get to where I was at that point last year. I've gained back, plus 10 or so pounds, everything I had lost when I was actually losing we... Read more
Hiding Behind Food and My Weight
Monday, June 15, 2015      3 comments

Today during my session with my therapist I was having a really rough session with things that were bothering me and we got to my binge eating disorder. I admitted that I overeat and use my weight as a protection (as you will) from others so the... Read more
Ways I Have Been Kind to Myself This Week (So Far)
Wednesday, April 29, 2015      2 comments

1. Even though I really wanted to binge on some pumpkin pie squares at work, I didn't do it because I was really looking forward to my delicious yogurt that I had brought for snack. 2. I went to the chiropractor and am working on getting my po... Read more
Ways I Reclaimed My Body This Week
Saturday, April 25, 2015      0 comments

Here are some of the ways I reclaimed my body (so far) this week: I allowed myself to go to go for a free massage and let myself not worry about anything while I was there. I didn't get a donut at the store when I really wanted one. I w... Read more
Taking Back My Body
Thursday, April 23, 2015      3 comments

I've been having a lot of "ah ha" moments recently. Yesterday in my session with my therapist, one of them that happened. I told her that I don't feel like my body is truly mine. She said that it's part of having an eating disorder. We are going... Read more
Finding Motivation for the Billionth Time
Wednesday, March 18, 2015      2 comments

When I first started this weight loss journey over three years ago, I was so excited about losing weight. I did everything I could to do so and felt so awesome about myself. I've derailed myself so many times since then and keep staying at the s... Read more
Support Group help? Overeating/bingeing
Thursday, March 12, 2015      0 comments

I haven't posted on here in a while because I was in denial of the fact I have an eating disorder (binge/overeating). I admitted it yesterday during my session with my therapist, and she was proud of me for doing so. I am scared of going to an e... Read more
I Need to Practice This Optimism..not just write about it.
Thursday, February 19, 2015      1 comments

I need to be more "the glass is half full"...I need to realize there is no such thing as normal. My reality and path in life are completely different from someone else, and I need to understand that that is ok. I need to realize that just becaus... Read more
Something I Need To Work on & Remember (Wise Words)
Monday, December 15, 2014      1 comments

I need to remind myself that I am more than my body, more than my outward appearance. I am someone who has valid thoughts, feelings and worth. I deserve a place at the table, just like everyone else. I deserve friendship, good times and the abil... Read more
Today's Anatomy of a Binge/Unwise Food Choice
Thursday, December 11, 2014      0 comments

After talking to both of my nutritionist and therapist about how I do not feel that I have good decision-making skills and how I don't trust myself, my therapist suggested that I draw out/or write down my decision-making process so we can come u... Read more
An Update of Sorts
Wednesday, December 10, 2014      0 comments

Sometimes I really wonder in things in my life will get better. But I am working on it. I am just getting impatient as usual. I stopped working one of my part-time jobs (I was working three jobs and had been since August 2012, working at times 5... Read more
Gonig to my first yoga class tomorrow
Saturday, October 25, 2014      2 comments

I am really nervous about going to my first yoga class tomorrow. I bought a deal off of Groupon for a beginner's class and I am worried that I am going to regret purchasing it. The reason that I am so nervous is that I don't want to mess up. ... Read more
I Found This on Instagram and it is Inspiring....
Wednesday, July 23, 2014      3 comments

I am beautiful, despite my flaws. I am strong, despite my weaknesses. I am worth loving, despite what my past has told me. I am a competitor in the making. I choose to dominate my life in every possible way. I am a champion.... Read more
Roller Derby?
Wednesday, July 02, 2014      3 comments

I have always thought that roller derby looked neat, and today I casually mentioned to my therapist that I am going to my first roller derby match on the day I was supposed to be in a wedding as a bridesmaid (I dropped out, it was for the best, ... Read more

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