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I AM a Superhero!
Wednesday, August 17, 2011      21 comments

So...truth time. Lately I feel like the world is crashing down around me. Like nothing I can do or have done is good enough. I'm not where I thought I would be. I feel stuck. Not just in weight loss, but in life. The world is on my sho... Read more
Weekend Update and Weekly Plan
Monday, August 15, 2011      8 comments

So this weekend was....eventful, I guess. I was so pumped on Friday and ready to take on the world. So I got on my running gear and headed to the gym. I did a short run on the treadmill, trying to baby my back a bit, but it wasn't really hurt... Read more
The Beauty of Today
Friday, August 12, 2011      7 comments

Today I didn't wake up groaning from pain. Today I woke up to the sun, the birds, and other noises I've drowned out with being too busy to notice for so long. Today I realized that summer is winding down and I haven't done half the things I ... Read more
Back Pains, Headaches, and Old Excuses on the Repeat List
Thursday, August 11, 2011      4 comments

So, yeah, remember all those amazing goals I had posted on Monday? HA! Thus far all I can be proud of is cutting soda mostly out of my diet and getting back to drinking my water. I've been trying so hard to be good, but it's been difficult. T... Read more
August Goals
Monday, August 08, 2011      8 comments

So, I know it's not exactly August 1st, but for me it kinda is. With all the crazy training nonsense in the past couple months, I've barely had a moment to breathe. I took the weekend off for the most part, rested my weary legs. I did run a b... Read more
DC Training Trip 2011
Saturday, August 06, 2011      3 comments

Finally got back last night around 10:30pm. We left at 1pm. We only live about 6 hours from DC, you do the math. In our desperate attempt to avoid a major traffic jam that shut down about 4 miles of 70W coming out of Maryland, we ended up was... Read more
Loss of Time and Friends
Saturday, July 30, 2011      11 comments

Wow! I can't believe the last time I blogged was on July 17th. It's not because I was hiding or wasn't "living healthy" or anything like that. I didn't give up at all. I just had no time to myself. And I don't have much time this mornin... Read more
When One Day Feels Like Two...
Sunday, July 17, 2011      8 comments

...apparently my mind thinks I can eat enough for 2. *sigh* Yeah, yesterday had its good and bad parts. I blogged. That felt good. I felt better about the week after I put it all down and reflected on how well I got thorough the challen... Read more
What Matters Most
Saturday, July 16, 2011      4 comments

So, yeah, this week was super hard. More than I expected, but I found my way through somehow. Monday - work, with a training stuck in the middle, followed by W7D1 of C25k. I'm feeling stronger as a runner. I'm feeling more like a runner ... Read more
Life's Little Challenges
Thursday, July 14, 2011      7 comments

I woke up on Tuesday morning and weighed myself like I always do. For some strange reason, the scale decided to say I weighed 314 pounds, which I pretty much resigned myself to believing was due to some malfunction with the scale. But I was ho... Read more
The Truth of the Matter
Sunday, July 10, 2011      20 comments

So, yes, I took a few days off. Not off from trying to create a healthy lifestyle or trying to lose weight, but off from trying to be the fantabulous Sparker I had been trying to be. On Wednesday I posted a blog that was raw and honest and... Read more
Updates and Race Reports
Wednesday, July 06, 2011      42 comments

What's been going on with me? Well, a lot and not a lot at the same time. I'm going to warn you right up front that I don't have a happy, motivating "YAY! I DID IT!" race report blog for you. What I do have is the truth. The full broken-heart... Read more
Good Runs and Bad Runs and Needing to Go
Sunday, July 03, 2011      7 comments

Wednesday's run was difficult, to say the least. I felt like I was moving with bricks on my feet. I didn't properly hydrate before heading out and was left with dry mouth for the entire time. I set out with the mindset that I had already run ... Read more
For Freedom!!
Saturday, July 02, 2011      7 comments

Okay, Esther. Time to get real. The challenge has begun. The pieces have been set and are ready to move. You only have two real choices: either get your gloves on and get ready to fight, or give up completely. Whatever you do DO NOT GIVE UP... Read more
When 20 Minutes is Like 20 Miles
Tuesday, June 28, 2011      38 comments

Monday, June 27, 2011 My stomach was turning all day. In part because it was still messed up from Friday's fiasco/sudden illness. But more in part because I had 20 minutes of straight running ahead of me. Around 4pm, I started surfin... Read more

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