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Today ... What a difference a week can make!
Thursday, August 18, 2011      5 comments

I am feeling so content. And relaxed. Despite Colin still texting me. He's really hurting now that he realizes I'm gone. I've told him I'm sorry, but I just can't go back. It was too hard on me. It was hard to leave. I can't do it again. ... Read more
Today ... wow my head is really messed up right now...
Wednesday, August 17, 2011      12 comments

I have been saying for a long time what I'm looking for. It's a bit of a long list, and was ready to accept I'd NEVER find it all. But it was my dream list. Someone who really cares about me Someone who is happy I'm just there Someone... Read more
Today ... some emotional stuff. A real mess actually
Tuesday, August 16, 2011      12 comments

Well, I went over to see Terry again last night. A mutual friend of ours texted me and told me Terry is really sweet on me. Lol. Had to tell Terry. Watched him get all red, but it's nothing I didn't already know. The way he looks at m... Read more
Today ... or rather a look back on a great weekend
Monday, August 15, 2011      5 comments

What a whirlwind this past weekend. Friday Colin and I were chatting all day. By the end of the day, I really missed him and needed some me time. I took it, and realized I couldn't do this again. I texted him and told him I wasn't... Read more
Today... Pics of my new toys on order
Friday, August 12, 2011      10 comments

I'm in a strange mood. Not really strange. Just hazy. I didn't go running last night. I also didn't sleep very well. I don't think I ever will sleep well at this new place. Oh well. EX ROOM MATE UPDATE I know. Many of you don... Read more
Thursday, August 11, 2011      9 comments

I am sitting here. Work is finished in just under a half hour. Could go home anytime now, as I worked through my lunch hour. Anyhow, I have no idea what I'm going to do. I ate clean all day today. So happy with that. Oh!. I reme... Read more
Update on yesterdays ... successes???
Thursday, August 11, 2011      6 comments

Okay. Start with the good stuff. I ran. I ran for 30min. Covered 2.4miles. Then decided i was done. In total, including the walk home, I covered 4.3miles in just under an hour. Burned 750 calories. Yeah me. But my nutrition was... Read more
When did that happen?
Wednesday, August 10, 2011      25 comments

I'm sitting here today thinking. I've been really down on myself. Yes, I'm off track with my training, etc. But it's not the end of the world. On Monday I decided to go running. I put on my shoes. I ran. 20min and 1.5miles later, I de... Read more
Some Motivational Images...
Wednesday, August 10, 2011      3 comments

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Kinda blew it yesterday....
Wednesday, August 10, 2011      5 comments

The plan when I left work was to go home and run for 30min, put my laundry away, then allow myself to get lost in a bottle if I still wanted to. Well, you can all guess. I got home and got lost in a bottle. Didn't run. Didn't put the lau... Read more
Tuesday, August 09, 2011      12 comments

I am sitting here crying at my desk. I am actually considering going home tonight and drinking until the crying stops. Okay, before y'all get on my case, I don't drink alcohol often. If I drink 12 coolers in a year, then I've had a lot.... Read more
Today's Kick in the Butt...
Tuesday, August 09, 2011      9 comments

Not chasing a size 2. Just chasing a body that can rock this bikini. Yesterday was a succes... Read more
Update on yesterday, and some upsetting stuff from last night... I need some suggestions...
Tuesday, August 09, 2011      9 comments

Okay, good stuff first. I am counting yesterday as a success. I ran 20min - burned over 160calories. Then I rode my pedal bike for 30min last night. I ate clean. I cleaned the kitchen. Okay, the suitcases are still in the middle... Read more
Today's Kick in the Butt ... Could use some help with this one
Monday, August 08, 2011      11 comments

I am sitting here. Tired. Lethargic. Still not feeling well. I'm fed up. I've given it a week. I moved out on my room mate a week ago now. Today it's been a week since he found out. He's already been nice and tried to get me back. ... Read more
I just sent a text....
Friday, August 05, 2011      13 comments

to Colin. "the way you are treating me today is a HUGE part of why I left. Decide if it's something you want to keep doing." Now it's his play. Either what he says to me all the time is the truth, or his actions are the truth. It ca... Read more

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