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My 200 Day Challenge - Day 111
Thursday, July 21, 2011      4 comments

I did get out and run yesterday. It didn't go well. I got very very dizzy just before I hit the 1mile mark. I backed off. Walked it off. Then tried to run again. Nope. Things started going black again. So I walked home. On the way,... Read more
Self Sabotage
Wednesday, July 20, 2011      6 comments

Self Sabotage Def’n: Self-sabotage is a combination of thoughts, feelings, and actions that create a roadblock to success by working against your own self-interests. Well DUH!! I think we all know that. But there’s more to it. ... Read more
Today ... trying to climb out from under the crushing "shoulds"
Wednesday, July 20, 2011      8 comments

I am feeling totally defeated. Have been for a while now. I have been struggling to get my training runs in. A few reasons. Or should I say excuses. ... Read more
Today ... Struggling
Tuesday, July 19, 2011      12 comments

I really don't know what to say today. The heat is keeping me from being able to run. Okay, I will admit it is about 50% actual reason to not run, and 80% excuse. I'm the queen of excuses today again. I had no food this morning... Read more
New Hair Color, and New Running Gear. Photos
Monday, July 18, 2011      9 comments

New outfit, without sucking anything in. I really need some abs work. New lighter hair color. St... Read more
Today's Kick in the Butt ...
Monday, July 18, 2011      13 comments

I so don't want to get up out of this chair and go running. I went to bed last night realizing it's been over a week since I've gone. I can't let this keep happening. I need to stop looking at the overwhelmingly big goal But right now, even ... Read more
Today - Emotional stuff you may want to skip over...
Thursday, July 14, 2011      10 comments

I woke up this morning feeling very defeated. Last night I was talking to my daughter. We ended up fighting again. What gives that child the right to think she can talk so disrespectfully to me and I'll put up with it? I never have bef... Read more
I've done some soul searching...
Wednesday, July 13, 2011      13 comments

It's been bothering me. How could I go from running regularly. To not running as much, but being able to maintain my weight within 10lbs. To reagaining so much weight so fast. March 2009 I joined Sparkpeople March24'ish 2009 I disco... Read more
A small victory to most, but I'm gonna celebrate it.
Wednesday, July 13, 2011      8 comments

okay, this may sound silly to many of you, but I know at least some of you will get it. I went home for lunch today. All I wanted to do was eat all my munchies. Rice chips. Chex. Forget the fruit. Just sit and mindlessly eat bag afte... Read more
Today's kick in the butt....
Wednesday, July 13, 2011      6 comments

Okay. Enough with the emotional crap. I dumped it all out in my last blog. Now I need to kick my butt back into action. I have some problems. Lack of m... Read more
Today - Emotional stuff you may want to skip over...
Wednesday, July 13, 2011      7 comments

It was a hard day yesterday. There was some excitement around the possibility of me getting a big cleaning contract here in Estevan. Okay, the reality is if I want it, I can have it. I spent most of the day yesterday looking into i... Read more
Tuesday, July 12, 2011      2 comments

Sitting alone in the dark in the house tonight. My daughter and I were talking. Seems she's so home sick, she just really wants to go back to Calgary. Not come here and visit. It's not that bad. I get it. But it still kinda hur... Read more
999 Reasons Why
Tuesday, July 12, 2011      6 comments
/ Just wanted to keep this link where I can find it.... Read more
My 200 Day Challenge - Day 102
Tuesday, July 12, 2011      3 comments

I did it. I got out of bed this morning. I ate. I almost talked myself out of it, but then I saw a post on my SP page from Lori. "Begin your day with a ... Read more
My 200 Day Challenge - Day 101
Monday, July 11, 2011      5 comments

I have been struggling with exhaustion for a couple of weeks now. Not that I'm pushing beyond my limits. Instead I've been avoiding my running training. SO NOT a good thing. It's because of the heat. I can't run in the extreme heat of t... Read more

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