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Saturday, September 04, 2010      3 comments

Feeling kinda lost. Things not getting any better really. I mean, they kind of are, but not really. The fighting has stopped. There is still no talking. I mean real talking. I have more meaninful conversations with friends. But at least t... Read more
Thursday, September 02, 2010      3 comments

What a weekend. I really don't know what to say about it. On Thursday, John and I had a HUGE fight. He actually kicked me out. It was a brutal one. No real reason other than stress. When all was said and done, it was decided we would p... Read more
Tuesday, August 24, 2010      1 comments

Harvest is in full swing around here these days. Farmers who were able to get their crops in are having record yields. Many could not get the crops in - it was so wet for so long. Now trying to get them off the wet soggy fields... Going ... Read more
Friday, August 20, 2010      0 comments

He came home late last night. I missed him so much. He actually missed me too. It's looking like he will be home tonight again. The work where they have to stay at the hotel is finished for now. They have a little more to do there - about 2 ... Read more
Thursday, August 19, 2010      2 comments

Well, the dog and I went for a nice long walk this morning. I just felt like crying, and John's mother is visiting so I figured the best thing to do was to get out of the house for a bit. We covered about 2.5miles. Walked over 40minutes... Read more
My Newest Nephew
Tuesday, August 17, 2010      7 comments

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Tuesday, August 17, 2010      0 comments

Well, I survived my night alone with the dog at the house. Yesterday morning I told John we need to talk, especially if we are going to be apart. I need him to tell me how he feels. This morning, when I told him I missed him, I got a smiley f... Read more
Saturday, Sunday, and Monday...
Monday, August 16, 2010      3 comments

Saturday August 14, 2010 What a crazy week. Been busy. Also been crying – a lot. I really don’t know what I am going to do. I love him so much. I am starting to believe he will never love me – or even care about me – half as much. It ... Read more
I did make a mistake...
Monday, August 09, 2010      6 comments

For anyone who has been following, I now know 100% that I made a mistake. I had to run to calgary this past weekend. I actually ended up driving all night saturday night to get back to see him on sunday. the minute I walked in, he left.... Read more
Am I making the biggest mistake of my life???
Thursday, August 05, 2010      15 comments

Okay. Time for me to be completely honest with myself. Am I making the biggest mistake of my life Am I throwing away things I really shouldn't? I don't think so. There was nothing there for so long. We tried. It didn't work. It ... Read more
Today, and into this weekend...
Thursday, August 05, 2010      2 comments

Well, the weekend is almost here. Got plans for this one. Going to Calgary to get some stuff, inclluding my dog. I sure do miss him. Also going to pick up my computer. I don`t mind borrowing this one, but it would be nice to have mine back ... Read more
Wednesday, August 04, 2010      2 comments

I'm having a stressful day today. The person I met last week at the cafe is pushing relationship type of stuff. I told him I want to be friends. It's looking like I may just end up not responding to his messages soon. I already have enough o... Read more
Tuesday, August 03, 2010      2 comments

I still don't get it. I guess I never really will. Some guys have so much trouble admitting how they feel, even to themselves forget out loud to someone else. Why do they find those three little words so hard to say? Actually, even more ... Read more
Monday, August 02, 2010      2 comments

I have had the strangest thing happen this weekend. I was working. I am waitressing at a small cafe in a small town near where I live now. There were some customers that I was just enjoying seeing every day. You know how it is - you get some... Read more
Small Stone of the Week - August 1-7, 2010
Saturday, July 31, 2010      4 comments

My goals this week are: - eat 5 or more servings of freggies per day. - record everything I eat, even if I have to do it on paper. I know. Very small goals. However, I have found tracking my food to be very difficult. Not being ab... Read more

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