BILLIEB1120's Blogs

Thursday, March 10, 2011      5 comments

I'm done with this fight. I wave the white flag. Stick a fork in me. I have been trying and trying and I get no where. Life gets in the way, work gets in the way. I cant maintain enough intrest or desire to care what my body looks or feels lik... Read more
goals are yucky! lol
Monday, February 21, 2011      2 comments

I seriously need to focus on learning to meet a goal and not change it halfway through because I am not getting there. I have worked really hard to learn to be flexible but I think I have gone to far the other way! I have yet to sit a goal that ... Read more
Musings on depression and weight loss
Friday, January 28, 2011      3 comments

Yuk! My old friend depression has tried to set in again. I haven't completed any task that wasn't specifically written on a to do list and some days I couldn't even manage that. I'm trying to pull myself out but it is slow going at least I notic... Read more
8pounds in 15 days??
Wednesday, January 26, 2011      4 comments

So to meet my challenge I have 15 days left to lose 8 pounds. I'm starting to worry. I need to get my tush off the chair and working out. I'm just not motivated enough to get up lately. My depression has gotten bad again and I know full well tha... Read more
Making a fresh start
Monday, January 24, 2011      2 comments

Today is protein day 1 nothing but protein all day. Hoping to break my sugar addiction. Dying for a soda diet or otherwise! Have to go to the store for some staples and know I will be highly tempted to give in and get one. So far food wise I am ... Read more
20pounds in one year is enough
Sunday, December 12, 2010      3 comments

Last Christmas I weighed 165pounds....more than I weighed the day I gave birth to my son! This year I'm down to 147 so I guess 18pounds technically. I've been down on my self for the last few months b/c I'm not losing I'm not doing much to lose ... Read more
Wednesday, October 13, 2010      2 comments

I broke the pop habit! I am so excited that is a savings of $500 a year! And lots of dental bills! Now I have to decide what my next goal will be. I am not losing pounds much but I don't care about pounds because my body fat is dropping and s... Read more
New plans
Wednesday, October 06, 2010      1 comments

I just feel exhausted lately. I really want to hit the gym and walk my 3 miles on the treadmill. I am craving it. I haven't exercised since Wednesday night and I can feel it from my brain to my feet. My energy has been dragging so bad the last ... Read more
Motivation? Where are you? Remember me? Please answer!
Thursday, September 23, 2010      5 comments

Blah! Yep thats how I feel today. I am so down on myself I cant seem to get going on anything. I haven't cleaned the house all week(only partly a side effect of cleaning for other people 32 hours a week), I broke up with my boyfriend for the las... Read more
Saturday, September 18, 2010      1 comments

Well I did it again. I set myself up to fail or at least mess up more than the little perfectionist in my head will let me accept. I set 7 goals for myself and guess what big surprise only 1 is going so well right now. I am accomplishing my goal... Read more
The dr pepper free life....
Saturday, September 11, 2010      3 comments

Oh what am I thinking?? I'm once again quitting the pop machine. Really this time I will make it stick. I think.... I started Monday...Labor Day. I made it until Wednesday when I broke down and had 2 drinks of Dt Pepsi. It was so gross I dumped ... Read more
Kids DO make you fat!! or maybe not.....
Thursday, August 19, 2010      2 comments

My son recently spent a week with his Nana 3 hours away from home. I worked, thought about working out, and tried to eat healthy or at least healthier than I do when he is home. I went shopping while he was gone and found that I could fit into a... Read more