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The Good News is that I Don't Feel Like Eating Much
Friday, August 10, 2018      8 comments

Yesterday was so awful that I have a headache today from all the crying. I guess getting divorced won't kill me, but it's making me wish I was, at the very least, numb. Food isn't even comforting. My heart hurts, physically, so much that I'm... Read more
Today is my Older Daughter's Birthday
Thursday, August 09, 2018      2 comments

She's 23 today, and it's the first time in all those years I won't be with her on her birthday. I love her so much, it's sad for me not to be there. Hopefully her dad will do something with her, and her sister. I'm going to put in a special e... Read more
Unexpected Difficulties
Tuesday, August 07, 2018      6 comments

I wrote a blog post yesterday and I was feeling so optimistic at the time but it seems like as soon as I put my tablet down the day went downhill. Everyone in the house was in a bad mood yesterday and I got dragged into it pretty quickly. Whic... Read more
Monday Plans
Monday, August 06, 2018      2 comments

Yesterday I took a rest day and it was fine until night time when I was reminded that eating sugar after I haven't for a while makes me feel bad. I had to take my medication early and I added an extra pill to slow down my heart rate. I've got ... Read more
Decided to forgo the gym today
Saturday, August 04, 2018      4 comments

Instead, I danced in the living room and it worked out better for me. I guess I like dancing better than I like walking on the treadmill. Who would have guessed? Maybe I'll do some more, later. If I feel like it!... Read more
Finally went to the gym today
Friday, August 03, 2018      3 comments

Knackered!!! It totally knackered me which I wasn't expecting. It isn't as if I was doing something too strenuous, either, I was just walking on the treadmill. I had to recover for a while before I got up the energy to take a shower. Oh well,... Read more
Hoping to go to the gym today.
Thursday, August 02, 2018      1 comments

I was supposed to go yesterday but everyone got busy so we plan on going today. I like going to the gym with my sister. I like having her there because I always worry that I will have a bad asthma attack when I'm at the gym alone. I always bri... Read more
Divorce Diet?
Wednesday, August 01, 2018      1 comments

I signed divorce papers a little over a week ago and since then it's been hard for me to eat and I've had this strange and unexpected energy. For four days I could hardly eat at all and I thought I would be curled into a ball on my bed but it h... Read more
I went to the gym!
Friday, June 15, 2018      3 comments

I actually did it! I walked for twenty minutes on the treadmill, slowly. Afterwards I changed into my bathing suit and went into the water with my sister. I was so glad I could do it! Summer is a bad time for me because the heat saps my energ... Read more
Charging the Fitbit to go to the gym
Thursday, June 14, 2018      5 comments

I'm still sad and overwhelmed by all the sad things that have happened lately, but I'm going to go to the gym today. I'm not expecting much out of myself, but I'm going and I'm going to try and get a little bit of exercise. My one day at a time... Read more
Sad Days
Sunday, June 10, 2018      5 comments

After going into and out of the hospital for two months, my dad passed away last week. His funeral was two days ago, and I'm still very sad. It's even worse for me because a few days after my dad went into the hospital for the last time, my hus... Read more
I really want to do this
Wednesday, March 07, 2018      4 comments

I slipped up again last night, did really well until around 8:30, then I just start eating and eating. I didn't even think about it, I just did it. Sigh. That's not what I'm supposed to be doing. It's a bit laughable, though, how I had to as... Read more
Slow Start
Tuesday, March 06, 2018      3 comments

Ok maybe it's not quite fair to call this a slow start because what I mean is I exercised quite a bit yesterday, with 132 exercise minutes, and I got a little over 21000 steps. So that was good and I'm proud. I did well with my eating, too, un... Read more
That was a lovely two weeks of vacation
Monday, March 05, 2018      3 comments

I had a great time visiting my husband and daughters for a week that turned into two weeks. I visited a big cat sanctuary with my oldest daughter, and we went for walks in the park, when it was dry enough. I ate everything sight,had some real... Read more
I've been keeping up with my steps!
Monday, February 26, 2018      4 comments

Well, mostly I've been keeping up with my steps. Some days I do really well and other days I don't, but mostly I've been pretty good. I'm pleased with myself!... Read more

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