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Well, I caved in.
Sunday, July 17, 2011      0 comments

I have been going weeks and weeks without buying new clothes. As I lost weight, I gave away my bigger size clothes. Now that I have gained weight, I have been wearing one pair pants and a few shirts. Miserable at work and feeling frumpy beca... Read more
New batteries needed?
Friday, June 17, 2011      4 comments

Hmmm.....I think I will need to get new batteries for my scale. It says I lost 3 lbs last week, and this week....I didn't think I did very well. First time on scale this a.m. it said I lost 5 lbs. I knew that was not likely, so kept weighing ... Read more
I did it. I finally stepped on the scale..........
Sunday, June 05, 2011      4 comments

Yesterday marked one year after my FIRST cervicle spine surgery. I haven't weighed myself since about last August, which was when I had my second spine surgery. I have gained 20 lbs! I knew it happened, I just didn't want to step on the scale... Read more
Grrrrr....sometimes I just hate myself.
Saturday, March 19, 2011      8 comments

I am STILL trying to get back on the wagon. I am searching SP for motivation and inspiration but yet, in the back of my mind I am thinking about a fish sandwich from McDonalds. WTH is wrong with me? I know I can do it, I have done it before..... Read more
Still fighting, but still gaining.
Saturday, November 20, 2010      2 comments

Still gaining. Eating too much of the wrong things and not enough of the good things. Not getting any exercise. The surgeries were not really successful, as I am still having pain, numbness and weakness. When I finally talked the doctor into... Read more
New obstacles, new fat.
Friday, August 20, 2010      2 comments

I haven't been participating here at all. I have had two surgeries in past 90 days. The first surgery I lost weight because I wasn't able to swallow since they had move my throat and vocal cords to reach my spine. Excuse to eat ice cream and ... Read more
Plugging away...
Sunday, January 31, 2010      3 comments

Well, I lost about 5 lbs in January, not much but better than gaining. I still have another 5 to lose to get back to where I was last February. Frustrating. I thank everyone who sends me messages and posts with support. It really helps a lot.... Read more
A little gone, a lot to go.
Friday, January 08, 2010      3 comments

I thought I lost 1 lb this week, but actually it was only about .6 of a lb. Better than gaining. I still haven't been consistent with exercise. I have all kinds of excuses: My son made my exercise room dirty since he took it over when he ... Read more
What's with all the strapless wedding gowns?
Thursday, December 31, 2009      1 comments

I am now engaged. 2nd marriage. We aren't planning on making a big tada, but I would like to have a wedding dress of some sort. What's with all the strapless gowns!?!? People do get married over the age of 30. The more weight I lose, the flop... Read more
Does it ever end?
Tuesday, December 22, 2009      3 comments

It seems in every part of my life, I take two steps forward and three steps back. I don't know how much more I can take. I know there are many people who have it much worse than I do, but I felt I was doing things somewhat right, living true to ... Read more
Stresssss=weight gain
Friday, October 23, 2009      2 comments

I have been terrible. I have so much stress and unhappiness, I find myself only looking forward to eating. I haven't been exercising at all. I haven't weighed myself in weeks. I am mad at myself. I worked so hard to lose what I have, I do NOT ... Read more
GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!
Saturday, July 18, 2009      1 comments

I am so angry. We have a huge list of things we need to get done this weekend.....and it's 12:30 pm and everyone is still ASLEEP!!! I work FT and go to school, but yet I still have to take care of everything else. I am tired of it. And then when... Read more
Not so bad.
Saturday, July 11, 2009      1 comments

We had our annual office bbq last night and I didn't pig out. They had tons of great food and I only took a small portion of what I really wanted to try. Even the homemade blueberry pie and homemade ice cream. 2 bites and I gave the rest to my... Read more
Why?!?!?!
Wednesday, July 08, 2009      4 comments

Why am I still on this rollercoaster? Why do I keep making excuses? Why don't I just get with it? Ugh! I was almost to my second goal, and then I just lost it. Now I have to re-lose weight I have gained since February. I have a ton going... Read more
Disturbing...
Sunday, July 13, 2008      4 comments

Ok, I feel a little unsettled. Today for the QOTD on our team thread I chose to post: "What is your happiest childhood memory?" Well, I could not think of ONE for myself, and then I started thinking...if I can't think of one, what if someone o... Read more

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