BCMOMTO5's Blogs

I am trying
Wednesday, October 27, 2010      1 comments

I think this week just got the better of me. SO much to do with no money to do it. Loads of changes to make to the house and a lot of physical work to do it. But we are accomplishing it. My entire daycare is up and fully functional, and loo... Read more
Not doing well
Tuesday, October 26, 2010      7 comments

On so many levels right now. The fact that this is my PMS week is not helping matters any either. But I just want to throw in the towel, crawl under a rock and die! I am feeling so alone anymore, feeling so stacked with seemingly unreachable t... Read more
Loosing touch
Monday, October 25, 2010      2 comments

Things are seemingly becoming more and more difficult to achieve. I have not made it to the gym in over a week. I have kickboxing tonight but not so sure I want to go tonight. I think I may go run at the gym and get some strength in. T... Read more
Bull by the horns!
Friday, October 22, 2010      2 comments

I am back on game again. Getting that news on Wednesday was so deflating but I settled and got myself together. Paid my $500 and now I just have to go to the Zoning hearing meeting on Nov 17th and pray that no one comes to protest. I highly d... Read more
Yesterday=Good, Today=Awful
Wednesday, October 20, 2010      4 comments

I feel broken right now, defeated and run down. It seems that everything in my like is like climbing Mt Everest! I know life isn't always easy but I'd like a small break every now and again. I thought I was close to finishing my licensing but... Read more
Reminding myself of what's good!
Tuesday, October 19, 2010      2 comments

I have come to realize that in the constant chaos of my life I don't often take the time to enjoy or respect all that I do have in my life. So I figured I'd take a few minutes to reflect on all the amazing things that are in my life. The... Read more
Long, long week ahead!
Monday, October 18, 2010      1 comments

Why is it that sometimes you seem to go a space of time when everything is even keel and then you get slammed upside the head with the week from heck?!? My week this week is absolutely jam packed with appointments/events/meetings, you name it! ... Read more
First 5k done!
Saturday, October 16, 2010      6 comments

I have completed my first 5k!! It was a bitter cold morning but the sun was shining! We had to arrive really early so that I could register my son to run. Wish they hadn't told me that early cause it was major overkill. We ended up wandering... Read more
Rest day before 5k
Friday, October 15, 2010      1 comments

I am still a bit sore from the intensity of my training and workouts this last week. I took yesterday as my off day but I am thinking I need today too. The rain messes with my arthritis so that hasn't helped either. But I really need to be in... Read more
If I don't lose soon I quit!
Thursday, October 14, 2010      24 comments

I HATE this, hate it, hate it, hate it!!! My stupid scale thinks it's a yo-yo apparently. One that seems to stick in the same stinkin place. My weight has fluctuated within 1/2lb for the last 2 weeks but hasn't gone below the same weight of 2 ... Read more
Long day
Wednesday, October 13, 2010      1 comments

I had to go into the city today for a day long training to get my license. It was such a waste of time, really just a way to cover their butts so that stupid people can't say they didn't know what they had to do. So they went over everything p... Read more
Tracking again
Tuesday, October 12, 2010      2 comments

Well I didn't want to have to track anymore, but after several weeks of this insane plateau I figure I better do it and see where I'm going wrong. I am going to eat like I have been the last month and track it, see where I end up and go from th... Read more
Battle on!
Monday, October 11, 2010      2 comments

I WILL break this plateau! I will find a way to beat my body and it's little games! I will battle like there's no tomorrow and I WILL WIN!!! Now how I will accomplish this is beyond me right now, but I will fight to figure it out. It's... Read more
Blah, ugh, blech!
Saturday, October 09, 2010      2 comments

The roller coaster ride of my weight loss journey continues on! I am so frustrated with my body today. I worked hard this week, on my diet and exercise. Now I probably did not hit my normal level but I did not slack major by any means. This ... Read more
Feeling like a runner!
Friday, October 08, 2010      0 comments

It's funny, I've been running now for 4 months and I am just now starting to "feel" like a runner. I made my 13yo go with me to the practice run at the park last night. The organization of it wasn't good and we couldn't find the group with all... Read more

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