3 months later
Saturday, May 07, 2011      4 comments

Stress, stress, and more stress. I am having difficulty managing everything at work, home and my teenage daughter. I feel like I can't motivated to not only exercise but also to just get simple things like cleaning the house or bills done. I am... Read more
Monday, January 31, 2011      4 comments

I have done well these past few days as I am back on track and exercising but why...oh why... won't that scale number go down?!?!? I don't even really need it to go down but go up...????? Why go up one pound?!?!? I am trying to stay positive as ... Read more
3 days of working out
Sunday, January 30, 2011      2 comments

It is now 3 days in a row that I have worked out. As much as I didn't want to on Friday after working late I had to abide by my promise to my daughter that I would go to the gym with her. I worked out with her trainer and then while she worked o... Read more
Had a little hiccup!
Friday, January 28, 2011      3 comments

Not sure what got into me the last couple days. I truly feel that I am dealing with some depression and am having a difficult time with getting things done in the evening. I do well during the day but by the time I get home from work - all is go... Read more
Day 2 back and feeling good
Tuesday, January 25, 2011      2 comments

Ate relatively well yesterday and then went to the gym with my daughter. It felt great. I didn't sleep all that well but got up feeling energized and confident. It's been a long time since I have felt this way upon waking up. I said my affirmati... Read more
Back again
Monday, January 24, 2011      0 comments

Well, now I am back again after a bit of a hiatus thinking I might try something different, I hate the way I look, how I feel and just an overall feeling of disgust. I hate it when I look in mirrors I hate the way I look and typically don't have... Read more
Stress, stress, and more stress
Saturday, November 06, 2010      3 comments

I am having a really difficult time managing my stress with know that feeling of constantly being in over my head and then so exhausted when I get home that I can't find my way out of this fog. I don't feel like exercising or doing en... Read more
Need to have a plan
Sunday, October 31, 2010      1 comments

In my head I think I have a plan but once life begins each day and the stressors hit, my plan appears to go out the window. October is now over, November is tomorrow and I really need to change my lifestyle, I need to exercise and I need to cut ... Read more
forget about the scale
Monday, October 18, 2010      1 comments

So many times we read about not worrying about the scale - focus on the way your clothes fit. Well....I am here to say this finally makes sense and not necessarily in a good way. I have felt so thick and fat and clothes asre just not fitting the... Read more
Keeping it real
Tuesday, October 12, 2010      2 comments

After losing a couple pounds - I lost it today with snacking but.....I decided that I need to move forward and also keep it real. In the past when I binged I didn't keep track of how much I really ate - I changed that for yesterday and was pleas... Read more
Down a couple pounds
Monday, October 11, 2010      2 comments

Well after being so stressed out for the last couple weeks I am actually down a couple pounds. This feels good but even better that it went down while still eating. I tried to be very conscious of what I was eating and how much I was eating and ... Read more
How many times can I say "I'm back again?!?!?!"
Monday, September 20, 2010      3 comments

Got on the scale today and although I felt I had gained weight or it had shifted since my fat pants are now tight, I was a little shocked at the number. I am feeling so out of control at work, with my house, with my family and with eating. Woke ... Read more
It's Labor day and exactly 4 months and 1 day to my goal
Monday, September 06, 2010      3 comments

January 7 is the deadline date that I am reaching for. Today is a holiday so time to get a lot done during the day - eating healthy, plan for the week and get moving. Lost 2 pounds this week so need to continue to be focused. I can do it!!... Read more
Staying on the plan
Tuesday, August 31, 2010      1 comments

OK Day 2 back ont he palna dn I am doing well. I keep telling myself this is goig to be difficult but if I want it I need to follow through.... Read more
Disgusted with myself
Monday, August 30, 2010      7 comments

Well, after a month of not being on this site, I come back again. I really need to do this. My fat clothes are even tight now. I want to do this for myself, my husband (although he doesn't make comments and is always supportive) and my daughter(... Read more

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