It's almost 2010!!
Tuesday, December 29, 2009      4 comments

Well I've had a rough year. I am looking forward to a new start. January 1 is D-day for me. I am going to begin exercising again regularly if my back will allow it. I am going to get back to tracking my calories regularly. And.... ... Read more
Friday, November 27, 2009      0 comments

So last year about this time I started going to see a "therapist"... you know.. the shrink kind. I finally got up the nerve to deal with issues that I had been hanging onto for almost ten years. When I was 18 I married my high school sweeth... Read more
Interesting week..
Monday, November 23, 2009      0 comments

So I had a very interesting week last week. Monday night got a horrid toothache, tuesday had to cancel my therapy appt (which I have been trying to go to for over two weeks now) to go the dentist.. found out I need a root canal. Got a call whil... Read more
Little Miss Behavin...
Tuesday, November 10, 2009      6 comments

So I fail at this "eat healthy" deal. I have drinking soda's again for the last few days and eating at least one sometimes two or three bowls of sugary cereal a day. I ate two rice crispy treats tonight at 11pm just because I was bored and decid... Read more
Friday friday..
Friday, November 06, 2009      4 comments

So after four days of being so severely depressed I hadn't really left my bed at all I finally got up today and did a little bit. I met VaBeachLoser for coffee at the local starbucks and met her for the first time. I messaged her earlier i... Read more
I don't know where to go from here...
Wednesday, November 04, 2009      3 comments

My surgeon told me today that he gives up. He says I can't get my surgery and theres no other options for him to try anymore. He sent me to pain management and ordered a brace and a bone stimulator. I am so angry.. and hurt.. and tired. I ... Read more
More suffering..
Tuesday, November 03, 2009      5 comments

I've had a horrid week. Last tuesday I rear ended someone in my car and had very severe pain after (to be expected but wen added to my already severe injury....) I spent the next day in the emergency room where they did an xray and gave me a sho... Read more
Why I hate trying to get healthy.
Friday, October 30, 2009      3 comments

For every reason I have to get healthy, lose weight and quit smoking.. I find a million reasons why I can't or excuses why it can wait another day. I did quite well last week. I remembered to count every calorie and because of that I found... Read more